Kyoshi Frost Wolf

It isn't something I think about much, buuuuuut if I happen to see a guy with blue eyes, that does catch my attention quite easily. 

From what I can tell, it is usually a case of classic attention whoring. People desperately wanting to be noticed by everyone else. Not absolutely everyone who blasts music is doing so with that in mind, but in my experience most are. When it is like that, it is purely irritating. What makes it much worse to me is simply the fact that most times when I hear it, it is one of two things: Rap or Country. If people are going to blast their music to the heavens, could they at least play music that isn't trash? 

My guess is that almost nobody would expect me to do what my blog below details. Often people are like "Never would have guessed that at all." Sure, most people wouldn't expect it for anyone at all but I've legit had some reactions that are like "I doubly didn't expect you of all people!".  

Also had some people say they were surprised to know that I love metal music. That stuff is part of my lifeblood.  

And apparently everyone is able to guess and expect that I love pizza! How do they know? Are they spying on me or something?! *munches pizza in a pondering fashion*

This is precisely why I never invest in expensive shoes. They always look super nice and high quality before you get them but then they don't hold up. One would think that shoes, things you wear on your feet and therefore use a lot when walking, would be designed better with durability in mind but that hardly ever seems to be the case. So I stick with simple pairs. Usually $20 at maximum. 

There's a lot that I need to watch, but the only one this year was Stardust Crusaders from Jojo. Still haven't finished it. Honestly the insanely immature humor really put me off and I've struggled to continue. Luckily I've heard there's not much of that left and then the real action begins. Why the Japanese feel the need to put in such terrible and low brow humor in a very mature rated show is far beyond me. 

I'll also be watching the final season of Attack On Titan when it premieres next month, as much as that pains me. Really wish it wasn't ending at just the 4th season. Feels like there could have and should have been so much more.

Worst big bad? Starlight gets that trophy from me. Her introduction was terrible. She was a Mary Sue right out of the gate, able to overpower the Mane 6 with no effort. Her actions were horrible. Enslaving an entire town and nearly destroying everything by screwing with time itself. Her motivation was pathetic. A friend has to leave so let's brainwash a town of ponies and mess with time. The end result? Forgiveness towards her. That is trash. I liked her more as a character later on but as a villain? She is the worst one to me, by far.

My guess is that they wrote themselves into a corner and were like "Screw it, Discord it is." He is an easy get out of jail free card in terms of the writing. Discord can be anything so either they planned it from the beginning, which is dumb, or they didn't know what to actually do with Grogar, so they made him Discord instead for a stupid lesson thing, which is also dumb. Dumbgar and Dumbcord.

I don't think I do on anything at all. Most stuff wants a cell phone number and while I do have a phone, I don't use the phone service, just everything else it provides. Extra verification steps usually aren't a huge hindrance.

One giant dosage of apathy and insignificance. A single celebrity life is worth at least 10 million of mine, so I wonder why I even exist at this point. 

Rise, Rebel, Resist by OTEP

My favorite song by them.

Lyrics:

I'm disconnected, I'm uninspired
I'm burning in water, I'm drowning in fire

I'm trapped inside my mind
Beneath these piles of stinking life
You use this abuse to keep me conquered
You're so absurdly common

Vacant faces, brainless strangers

Sputtering, stuttering insect language
I'm the creature you created
Every day I grow jaded, calloused and exasperated
If I'll never be loved, then I'll be hated

I'm one of the freaks, the faggots
The geeks, the savages
Rogues, rebels, dissident devils
Artists, martyrs, infidels

Do we sit still under attack
Or do we start pushing back?
Never back up, never back down and fight

Rise, rebel, resist
Rise, rebel, make a fist, resist
Rise, rebel, resist
Rise, rebel, make a fist, resist

I'm human pollution, I covet retribution
I'm just a big mistake, a defect you can subjugate
Your ridicule is just typical antics
Spineless, mindless, tragic, fanatic

Puritan, bigot, lunatic, hypocrite
To save my soul from disaster
Self-destruction could be the answer
If I'll never be loved, then I'll be hated

I'm one of the freaks, the faggots
The geeks, the savages
Rogues, rebels, dissident devils
Artists, martyrs, infidels

Do we sit still under attack
Or do we start pushing back?
Never back up, never back down and fight

Rise, rebel, resist
Rise, rebel, make a fist, resist
Rise, rebel, resist
Rise, rebel, make a fist, resist

Masochistic, so sadistic
All they see is another statistic
Maybe I'm a misfit, maybe I'm different
It will never be an average existence

Masochistic, so sadistic
All they see is another statistic
If I can't be loved, then I'll be hated

It's family fun time, let's commit a hate crime
War, war

Rise, rebel, resist
Rise, rebel, make a fist, resist
Rise, rebel, resist
Rise, rebel, make a fist, resist

We are the freaks, the faggots
The geeks, the savages
Rogues, rebels, dissident devils
Artists, martyrs, infidels

Do we sit still under attack
Or do we start pushing back?
Never back up, never back down and fight

War, war
Resist

We came dangerously close to war under Trump at least 2 or 3 different times and that was purely because of his own stupidity. Biden actually has a brain and that makes a huge difference when it comes to being a leader turns out. Even if one believes that Biden would "drag us into war", he is going to be far too busy undoing the damage from the previous disaster of an "administration". I have very little worry. 

Thinking of more sleeps. Woke up after only 4 hours and chatted with me boyfriend for a while. Now I am all ZzZzzzzzzZzz

9 minutes ago, Justin_Case001 said:

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For my answer, I'll say a bunch of very fragile glass vials filled with smallpox.  Or how about this--murder hornets dipped in covid-19?  You could call it the 2020 special! 

You gotta throw in a hurricane...somehow.

Feeling like a fantabulous failure. 

Intoxicated by the glory of music.

6 minutes ago, Will Guide said:

All I want is for the COVID-19 pandemic to get better

This simply will not happen if we continue under Trump's grasp. He's essentially resorted to acting like COVID no longer exists and insulting doctors who are having to deal with it every day. It will only get worse with him in charge for another 4 years. Trump is entirely anti-science.

2 minutes ago, Sherbie-kun <3 said:

yeah, I'm pro-republican, but I'm anti-trump (cause of overall me not liking him personally), and I have to say, American politics is way better than here,
like yeah, America really needs to try and get back to respecting eachother, or biting their toungue at least

I look at the state of my country and desparately beg americans to avoid the left,
Like my country is done, there's nothing left, the government is all in for it's self, and I get so emotional when Americans that don't know better try to vote in the left, 
Like I'm actually tearing up writing this 
Whenever I see americans voting the left in I get just so sad and worried for America,
After all, aint it the land of the free? the land where you wont get in prison for jokes or opinions?
I might be biased cause of the horrendous state of my nation, but I don't want you to follow the homeland's footsteps

The US is already a total dumpster fire and I don't think "the left" is the main reason. 

1 minute ago, TheDonald said:

I am just going to say that this day in age lacks decency and respect on all sides. As someone who is pro-Trump I'll be willing to play the devils' advocate and say that we all need to come together with respect and dignity. I am Pro-Trump because the left has spent the last 4 years harassing and scaring people and I refuse to stand for that ever again. Everyone should be accepted regardless of their gender, sexuality, orientations, political beliefs, and respect / tolerance goes all ways - including those who preach it. 

I'll say this before the thread gets locked; The Trump admin. is the total opposite of unity and accepting people.

Extremely worried, I have a weird feeling in my stomach from the anxiety. To me, Trump has to lose. If he wins, I will have no hope left. Violence is very likely to happen on Tuesday regardless of the outcome but I do know that if Trump loses, he will make sure that division and hatred will skyrocket. Well, he's gonna do that if he wins or loses, so either way, Trump is a beacon of division and hatred. Tuesday is going to suck, hard. The concept of common friggin' decency is at stake, let alone everything else.

If Trump wins, then back on the nihilism train I go, choo choo. I'd prefer a real train hitting me at that point.

@Pastel Heart and @Sparklefan1234, thank you both, I am very happy to have both of you and others here as my friends.  That was just another one of my moments. My mind is so weird..One day I could be completely fine, then the next I could have an depressicve episode, and then be fine a few hours later. I don't get me at all. Knowing you are here really does help though. <3 

I'll be doing nothing as per usual with this holiday, other than trying really hard not to be depressed out of my mind. I haven't been able to do anything on Halloween since my childhood. Those were better days. My only possible plans would be afterwards, taking advantage of the sales and making my own personal candy bowl. That's the best I can do, as little as it is. 

Depressed. Another year, another Halloween that I can't do anything with. Haven't been able to do anything on Halloween since my childhood, AKA the happiest days of my life. Those days are long gone.

Flurry was absolutely meaningless. She didn't provide anything worthwhile to the show and her being born an alicorn was so damn stupid. The only good thing to come from her was the hug reaction here. 

Her and the student six were easily the most pointless additions to the show. Even Starright found a place eventually despite debuting as Mary Sue incarnate. 

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She has such a way with words.

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What would Vaggie say?  

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Hello pone friends and dragon friends and pizza friends. :3