i hope that you start to feel better soon, i know the feeling about not having and not able to find a job its hard but just try your best to stay positive about it, im sure your friends would love to see you and hang out with you, im sure it would be hard to over come your social anxiety but a good way to try to get over it a little is to go over to a friends house when they have the time off im sure when you are hanging out with your friend or friends it will go away and you would be happy about seeing them (this is just me trying to offer some advice its up to you what you would like to do with it) also i would love to see your art you can link it to me if you like i dont mind ^^ again i do hope you feel better soon, try things you know that make you smile and happy, i do and it helps me buuuuut thats me im not sure if it would work for you or not but its worth a shot, ill be here if you need to talk to someone ill always reply no matter what it may not be instantly sometimes but ill reply soon as i can Best wishes from ~Showa Moonglow