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I'm feeling pretty good now

I'm feeling less stress now. I've talked to my friend on Thursday and we came to a civil agreement that involves him taking a break from being in my place so often. It seemed he did some thinking while off on his vacation and that helped push along what is now set in motion. He agreed to only being around on a visiting bases and he is out looking for jobs properly now.   I have to say with this resolved, it ended a lot previous issues all at once. We'll see how long this'll last.

I think I've figured it out...

Honestly, I think too much in my personal life has me stressed out. One huge thing that I have wracked my brain over involves a IRL friend who has become nothing but a burden on me. I think until this is resolved, I'll be lurking more than posting.     The reason for all my previous waves of depression are clear now too. I've been beating myself over the negative. Second guessing a lot of my choices in the past many months. It's starting to seep in deep enough that even my interest in conti

I need an opinion on this...

I know this should probably go in life advice but it's just that I need an opinion on whether I should stay or not. I just have lost interest with keep up with the show oddly, though I do still enjoy looking at the art. Though lately I just feel like I'm losing base with members here. I just feel like I'm getting father and farther away from what others enjoy talking about.   I guess I maybe overthinking things but It's been starting to bother me more and more. Especially since I've been more

Back at 100%

I'm back at 100% at last! I have a new laptop entirely with Windows 7 on it! yay! It's honestly good to be back on the online world. I've been enjoying DBXV lately. It's a surprisingly fun online console game. I have a sayian character called Romane on there. lol

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Vemillia Nightshade

Temporary Lurking

I'm just kinda lurking righting now till I get my laptop back in proper condition. It was massed with behind my back, just IDK who. Thankfully, it still works. The reason why I'm on is because of the fact that I still have my backup laptop. Anyway, Yeah. That's why I've not been on much.

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Vemillia Nightshade

It's been a while, huh?

Hey guys. I hope you have been having fun without me. I know I kinda poofed out of existence for a bit but I ended up taking a big break, or a hiatus more like it. I'm back pretty much or as back as I can be. I've been dealing with some major crap in my life as of late and I think some time to relax on here is what I'll need. If I seem a bit off, I am. Well, it's a long story to why but trust me, stress has a lot to do with it.   Anyway, I hope you guys didn't miss me too much. I'd feel really

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Vemillia Nightshade

Happy Belated Thanksgiving

Hey everyone. I had a decent thanksgiving for once. I ended going with a friend to his family's place for Thanksgiving. I'm cutting off connections with my family for this year mostly. Meh either way, I have allot of food to last me this month so I'll be good till next month. Thinking to renew my subscription here when I can and hopefully I'll have more money for the near end of next month, if it's possible. Living off SSI isn't exactly all that fun. This is part of the reason I avoid Black Fri

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Vemillia Nightshade

Good News! Maybe...

Well to start off, a good friend of mine and I got some really cool pony stuff. We got some Dashie fingerless gloves and a MLP FiM party cup from Party City, and we got Fluttershy socks sent in the mail which are so cute. I'll most likely get my Fluttershy wig next month along with two cool coffee mugs.   As for general life, it's been relatively okay. I recently got an ear infection in my right ear and it's not been too much of a bother today thankfully. There is a chance I may get my lapt

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Vemillia Nightshade

Not sure how to say this but...

Well just last night my boyfriend was really depressed due to his bipolar condition. The thing was that this feeling was far out of his control. He was damn near close to committing suicide, but he managed to get help before he did end up dying. It turns out he has not been taking his meds for the past few days. I really feel bad for him that his mood swings he has are out of his control without something to aid him.   The plus side to this is that he is feeling allot better. I just pray this

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Vemillia Nightshade

I figured to update you guys what's going on

As you all have probably not noticed, I've been away allot more. This is due to a friend whom I had to take in who needed to tell his friends he was okay and safe. Until he gets his laptop fixed and sent to my place, I'll be offline a bit more often then I'd like. Meh, that's life for you. I've been catching up with games in the meantime which I've hardly played much off.   God, I need to finish Hypermode Difficulty on MP3 Corruption...   Anyway, yeah. Just wanted to update you guys on what

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Vemillia Nightshade

Darn you kids and your new fangled adds!

What is with children being used for adds involving electronics. Society is convincing children to have these electronics like Iphones, Ipads, Kindles, etc. It really is counter intuitive to arguments like children are done bad shit because of videogames. You know what parents, first of all, videogames are not like religious material, or anything that has caused violence or war. Secondly, if you are against children messing around on electronics, then why do you let them on said electronics? Hyp

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Vemillia Nightshade

Anarchy

When life pulls us from the womb of ignorance, we see what the world is really like. How poisonous our world has become. The pain that it has caused. We soon understand stress and cruelty. While we were children, we didn't think of the cruelties of this world. we were not exposed to any of it till we came of age. Back then we are naive, we thought it was great to be adults. We didn't think that with the lack of parental control we would suffer, we thought we would be free. The thing is, it's the

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