I was never good at blogging,

I orginally started one to share a story or talk about how my marriage is going, but to actually 'talk' about how my days go as and being a pony fan? It's never really occured to me till today, only out of the fact I think it might be a good way to vent my "Frustration"

So here it goes...

Yesterday was a day I owed my niece a birthday out with myself. It's one of things I do my best to carefully plan, both for the day, finanically and the best way to spend our time together. But of course once it gets going not everything goes to plan. The ending result for her was good, she enjoyed her time with me and got to see a nice movie, "Mom's Night Out" and she got to play and joke with me the whole day.

Unfortunetly where the "frustration" from it all comes in, is when I get home...sick, dizzy, naucious, from a slight case of sun poision that ended up me stripping down and my husband worried about my recovery.

Today though... I might as well be in a self made desert of our own bedroom. When you have a poor AC system in an old ranch house, and two computers running all day and NO ceiling fan, in TX heat, it's bound to make you a bit uncomfortable. But I shouldn't be complaining really, there are millions of people who truely live in a desert without such AC luxuries.

So why am I complaining?

Because it's good to get it off my chest, and of course "right to free speech."

I'm not saying it's good to complain every time something goes wrong with my life, but to keep it boxed in and pretend I'm in a good mood never helps anything either. So at this point when I'm feeling the way I am, sweating away in the bedroom and typing this entry up... It's just a small highlight to help me vent and well...

Relax.

So on with the rant!

This morning could have been better considering a good friend mine informed me that the forums weren't all well with him, through an ending result of some members just...taking things too personally with how he socalizes on here. Ending result of his story for me though was to protect myself from those particular members, by blocking.

I'm not trying to be mean, nor expose myself as a pony fan who just flat out judges others based off what my friends say about them. It's the actions of those members that I justify my own reasons for blocking them. I won't go into details about why I block certain members on this forum, but I will say it is my right to do so, and I go about it in the most professional way possible, which is simple to block, and not instigate through means of PMs or private chats or threads. To instigate and make a scene would only make me look foolish, and do more harm then good.

Now that's out of the way, and with the heat of the day getting worse. In my annoyance and sweaty rage, I left my computer, and my concerned husband, to go to the store to pick up a present for my mother since Mother's Day is tomrrow, along with some food items. Again I try to plan... I am going to make a special breakfast:

- Cinniamon French Toast

- Eggs cooked in bacon

- Bacon

- and finally Hash browns

I know it's not much to follow up with a card and pillow for my mom, but I also announced on Failbook (Facebook) that she's the best mother in the whole wide world, and this alicorn pony will not be challenged over this.

My mom rules, deal with it lol

And that there is a silver lining my pony friends... It's mother's day tomrrow, I love my mom...Even with all the major frustrations I have, like with my fiances, finding a job, and this sweltering heat, I can still find a reason to smile...knowing that I plan to do something for somepony else, who deserves it ten times over.

True.

Life can be hard, and sometimes pointless to complain about. But if I can find a silver lining in my day, I know life is always great for me, and I know I am blessed, because I have a great family, friends, and a husband.