Hmm... Well this interesting. I have a friend who seems to have a mind set of yours more or less.

But anyway this is just my perspective on things but I could care less for purpose in a place where my assistance is truly not needed. I actually like it! It tells me I am free... Well, to a degree. But that being said purpose surrounds us... Maybe even to much of it! I know I might be treading on thin ice here. Forgive me if I may have even offended you. I'm just sharing my thoughts here. But if you're really wanting some more significant purpose I suppose to start what interest you?

Hmm... Well this interesting. I have a friend who seems to have a mind set of yours more or less.

But anyway this is just my perspective on things but I could care less for purpose in a place where my assistance is truly not needed. I actually like it! It tells me I am free... Well, to a degree. But that being said purpose surrounds us... Maybe even to much of it! I know I might be treading on thin ice here. Forgive me if I may have even offended you. I'm just sharing my thoughts here. But if you're really wanting some more significant purpose I suppose to start what interest you?

No offense there I see. Some flat out say I need professional help (had one for years thank ya very much! )

Yeah it's some form of creation of a loner. It helps suppress depression since I don't want to entirely burden someone with unrelated issues, with a dash of comedy in the side to say: "I'm not morbidly depressed, just creatively emotional". <--- smiley so no one thinks I'm a big meanie doofus.

Honestly I don't see what's wrong with you(well then again I can't see you at all). Some people are just like that. More unique then others so they might just see you strange because you act out. Then again I've talked to you only for a couple of minutes.

Honestly I don't see what's wrong with you(well then again I can't see you at all). Some people are just like that. More unique then others so they might just see you strange because you act out. Then again I've talked to you only for a couple of minutes.

Well loneliness is difficult to handle, yet it disciplines the mind to think of ways to substitute that loneliness into happiness. I see too many smiles and laughs of others, but 80 percent of that is just to impress. Gotta look good, dress nice, and win respect with a smile. Those that actually state the truth without the fame tend to remain hidden and secluded. It's how it works. Hence my name "Agent", being shrouded in mystery.

Truth be told I do find it difficult to find someone genuinely smiling about something. But I prefer to express what I'm feeling I don't really think I could feign a smile well I could, but I feel restricted when I try around people. I guess it's just not my way of doing things. Ever been asked, "why don't you smile?" It's not that I don't want to more or less, but not much of what most talk about interest me. I experience joy maybe not through facial expression but as some say, "smiling on the inside." If I'm using that correctly smiling is more when I'm over-joyed to the point where the inside  just can't keep it together. I like it, and oddly enough hate it I guess it's because I don't have control over what I'm doing. :I

I call myself Oddball because I find myself rather queer(weird) from the rest.

Anyway... You're depressed because you're lonely and people find you... off? Considering I don't know your age, and you claim to be older then you are. And loneliness makes the heart grow fonder! May I send you a friend request?

Bah! What am I saying I'm sending you a friend request!

Truth be told I do find it difficult to find someone genuinely smiling about something. But I prefer to express what I'm feeling I don't really think I could feign a smile well I could, but I feel restricted when I try around people. I guess it's just not my way of doing things. Ever been asked, "why don't you smile?" It's not that I don't want to more or less, but not much of what most talk about interest me. I experience joy maybe not through facial expression but as some say, "smiling on the inside." If I'm using that correctly smiling is more when I'm over-joyed to the point where the inside  just can't keep it together. I like it, and oddly enough hate it I guess it's because I don't have control over what I'm doing. :I I call myself Oddball because I find myself rather queer(weird) from the rest.

Anyway... You're depressed because you're lonely and people find you... off? Considering I don't know your age, and you claim to be older then you are. And loneliness makes the heart grow fonder! May I send you a friend request?

Exactly. I only smile if I'm interested or if I'm in a good mood. I usually smile if I'm complementing something or asking for a refill at a restaurant. I haven't accepted friend requests for months. The reason simply being I add someone, time goes by, nothing is said - then eventually I clean my list out and it's pretty much everyone I remove. I think people who have big friends lists tend to forget about me. Even status updates are ignored, no PM's or anything. I haven't added anyone before either, and the only time I visit someone's profile is if my stubborn fingers misclick (my phone has air-touch enabled so I can hover over and it clicks without me touching).

Oh? I absolutely hate having to many friends! You can't get to all of them and how in God's name does someone expect to have so many? Hell! I have ten friends on my console and strangely enough it feels like I've gone overboard! XD