I really want to put my cards on the table guys, because i want to be honest with you and being honest is what a real friend should do.

I've been here for 9 months now and sometimes, people look at me like i am the perfect guy, who has the perfect life and who dosen't do any sort of mistakes. That's simply not true. I am doing the same mistakes and i have the same problems like everyone else has.

I have been unemployed for awhile now and during the week, i spend my time at home, playing video games, watching movies and browsing with you guys, because most of my friends IRL have an actual Job. They don't judge me for it though. The reason why i can buy myself something like a wii u, is because i donate Plasma every week, for which i get 25 bucks for and also the feeling that i did good for this world.

I am cursing without end. Some of it gets into my normal vocabulary and even though i try to do it less frequently (especially in the forums and around my niece and nephew) i still have a potty mouth.

I can be a bit agressive sometimes and i have a tendency to get into petty arguments, especially when i had a bad day. Again, i try to better myself and it got better. But i feel like this is something that will never quite go away from me.

I didn't made this blog, so you would distance yourself from me. I did this so you would look at me in a more normal light and not like in a way, where you would believe that i am better then you. I was always a guy of honesty and granted my honesty sometimes goes a bit far, but i would never lie to anybody here.

I love this Forum and there is nothing that will ever change that.