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Typical life + 2


Deae Rising Shine~

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Seriously, what in the buck did I wrong to deserve this? Body, why you can't stay happpy!

 

27th November 2015
-Start of the strange feeling in my throat. I have no idea yet what it caused and just hoped it goes away after few days. The working day was at least acceptable.

 

29th November 2015
-Still worrying about the strange feel in my throat. You think with the finale of MLP S5 and F1 Finale you can rest andenjoy weekends? Nope. Waking up with the message that I got banned from my 99% doing in this forum, CTAM, permanently for a complete stupid reason(Everypony I asked agreed, even the "victim" said he didn't feeled insulted). And probably a panic attack either by night, what caused me to sleep not even 4 hours.

 

11th December 2015
-After 2 bucking weeks and panicking about the strange feel in my throat I finally visit a doctor. It is tonsillitis. I get pills for 7 days and hope December can finally get good.

 

15th December 2015
-My right ringfinger tip hurts and looks swollen and red too, even warmer then the other tips of my fingers. By the guessing from my teachers I should at least wait a day, mayby it's just gone after. Of course the worrying keeps penetrate my mind hard.

 

16th December 2015
-Didn't got better, went to doctor again. Possibly sore finger, if it's get worser, surgery. And my throat didn't got better either. Hooray!

 

18th December 2015
-After work school again the doctor for checking. While my finger hurts less it at least seems to get better, new medicine for my throat. But also start feeling randomn pain randomnly on my right arm(What with my finger just panicking me even more)... something with the muscles or so? Please I have already enough ...

 

19th December 2015
-Still the randomn pain and panicking.

 

Result: This month truly tries to panic and kill me finally. Again. WHAT DID I DONE WRONG?! :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

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I feel sorry for what you are going through.

I cant really say much in the way of the random illnesses other than to be careful and take care of yourself. 

But for the stress and panic, you should do something about. If the CTAM thing was unfair (I should know, wrong accusations hurt me with panic attacks for months after) you guys should get together and go appeal it. 

If it doesnt work, we can still figure something out. Trust me. 

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Mayby stress causing some of the problems, but at least the tonsilits is clearly there and my finger tip clearly had something either. the rest could be my worried imagination ... I tried like everything to get unbanned from CTAM but nothing helps.

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I didnt had stress before the tonsilitis but mayby everything else had it either cause of the stress then,dunno. its like and endless loop  Something happens - Worrying and panicking - more stress - more problems - more worrying and panicking  and so on ...

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We are all here for you. 

But go on, give the CTAM unbanning another try, and show that nothing bad has happened. We are all here to show our vote of confidence and vouch for you. 

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We are all here for you. 

But go on, give the CTAM unbanning another try, and show that nothing bad has happened. We are all here to show our vote of confidence and vouch for you. 

Wont change there mind

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