i'm sorry for my pride

i am no victim, i was a criticizing bully, a horrible friend and person.

I am disappointed with myself

i treated a friend badly for having an open relationship

it was not to my norm, i was not accepting

this was last year, i feel terrible for it

i want to apologise

but i doubt it matters

my pride ruined it

i could't realise how terrible i was

until i realised how kind he was

he was a good friend, a nice friend

i want to change

i'm sorry

maybe he'd think i'm apologising now because he's a well known brony in the community

maybe he'll assume i don't mean it because i did not know him for long at the time

maybe he thinks i want to use him for his fame

but it's hard to be genuine when someone will think badly of you

because of their status

and what manipulators can do with it

i'm sorry my friend

please know i am sorry

but you know what, maybe writing this means nothing, maybe i was just another person who wasn't happy with him and he forgot, maybe i'm or actually i'm not important, this is not important maybe it's worthless to try anyways because the world still goes round. I want to make a difference because i care but i doubt it matters here and now...nobody seems to care when you try to make things right, a year later.