I'll definitely say a prayer for your success is forging your path ahead.

And hey, I would recommend talking to a therapist or counselor.

There's still an existing stigma that your have to be a barely functioning nutter to see a therapist, but that really not true. I think most "normal" people would indeed benefit from having some sessions with a professional dedicated to listening and helping sort out their feelings and thoughts.

Find one nearby in your healthcare plan and see about a weekly or bi-weekly visit.

I'll definitely say a prayer for your success is forging your path ahead.And hey, I would recommend talking to a therapist or counselor. There's still an existing stigma that your have to be a barely functioning nutter to see a therapist, but that really not true. I think most "normal" people would indeed benefit from having some sessions with a professional dedicated to listening and helping sort out their feelings and thoughts. Find one nearby in your healthcare plan and see about a weekly or bi-weekly visit.

I'll definitely say a prayer for your success is forging your path ahead.And hey, I would recommend talking to a therapist or counselor. There's still an existing stigma that your have to be a barely functioning nutter to see a therapist, but that really not true. I think most "normal" people would indeed benefit from having some sessions with a professional dedicated to listening and helping sort out their feelings and thoughts. Find one nearby in your healthcare plan and see about a weekly or bi-weekly visit.

Reading books decreases aggression and reduces stress. It reduces crime, and helps prevent insomnia before bed. 

People get angrier with less brain function usually, it can be diet related, poor sleep, no exercise, too much alcohol or caffeine, a drug side effect, etc.

Also, hating bullies is pretty normal. This is why I offer the reading books(or even fanfics) idea. It is probably your primary source of stress. 

Also objectively life might have no value, but I think, objectively, life is less frequent than non-life, so its pretty basic to say life is more rare and thus superior. If you think the world is bad watch some of this. Also watch comedy, its really good to cope with insomnia and stress in my experience. 

Also boredom is a primary factor in breaking the law, acting up, etc. So if you have good hobbies, you could probably handle the bullies a little better. 

Also bullies pick on people they learn won't fight back or speak up. Because they are cowards, because they are bullied from their immediate family. If you stand up for yourself it may get worse before it gets better, but it will teach them to find a different target. Unless they enjoy your resistance, or the price of standing up for yourself is too high.

Also the depression n stuff I used to get from just watching anime, not exercising, laying around in bed all day, staying up too late. Fix that stuff, and you will feel better.

After all, if you biologically have an unhealthy brain due to poor sleep or such, it makes it easier to feel bad. A lot of people forget the biological approach.

Reading books decreases aggression and reduces stress. It reduces crime, and helps prevent insomnia before bed. 

 

People get angrier with less brain function usually, it can be diet related, poor sleep, no exercise, too much alcohol or caffeine, a drug side effect, etc.

 

Also, hating bullies is pretty normal. This is why I offer the reading books(or even fanfics) idea. It is probably your primary source of stress. 

 

Also objectively life might have no value, but I think, objectively, life is less frequent than non-life, so its pretty basic to say life is more rare and thus superior. If you think the world is bad watch

 Also watch comedy, its really good to cope with insomnia and stress in my experience. 

 

Also boredom is a primary factor in breaking the law, acting up, etc. So if you have good hobbies, you could probably handle the bullies a little better. 

 

Also bullies pick on people they learn won't fight back or speak up. Because they are cowards, because they are bullied from their immediate family. If you stand up for yourself it may get worse before it gets better, but it will teach them to find a different target. Unless they enjoy your resistance, or the price of standing up for yourself is too high.

 

Also the depression n stuff I used to get from just watching anime, not exercising, laying around in bed all day, staying up too late. Fix that stuff, and you will feel better.