Well the poor people who have autism handled it without health care and doctor assistance... They just lived with it... Actually im not sure myself if i have autism or any defects... Because back then we were poor. And back then I can't afford to flunk down or act or blame my defects for me having a hard time.. because I don't know if i have any and if i want to survive i have to stop blaming my defects because life and time waits for no one. And now because of hard work and struggles in my life i finished college, and have a very well respected job.

Welp i just wanted to share this experience to you and hope some of my random experience in life helps you out.

It also reminded me of a joke

Rich parents calls it autism if the child is having a hard time.

But the poor just calls them Dumb. 

So maybe i dont have autism...im just dumb.

I know those things > having it myself but.. @EpicEnergy It would help to get a better view on things in DM or something regarding the autism area> in what aspects you got it so help can be given. As far as depression goes, it's something only you, yourself can work on.. others can pretty much only tell you what to do to try and improve it.

I've lived my whole life dealing with autism and depression by myself. I know how hard it is man, but it's always for the best you work on yourself by yourself and talk to the people who truly care about you.