Okay, so it's been obvious for a while now my parents are worried about me. I get that, there is good reason. So after many trials and errors with medications and doctors and therapists, they decided to take me to a psychiatrist. (This is like a 2 yr process to get to this point)

Basically, this is all tipped off from my extreme introversion, self abuse, and a long history of being an outcast in school. I tended to get bullied and harassed just because I was the kid not being a jerk. That has been going on since 2nd grade... I'm in my Junior year of High School.

So back on track, today was the day I went to meet him with my mother and father. So we go through many results and how I fell in the 99 percentile for tons of symptoms. We talked about many awkward things along the lines of depression, suicide, and sexual abuse and whatnot...

After that is all said and done. I get to hear my results...

I am a bipolar II

I have possible PTSD

I could be hospitalized at some point.

I will be set on medications

I have sleeping disorders

My thought processes are messed up

I am a suicidal risk

And I am getting a new therapist...

All of these are just added to many physical issues I have with my body. like kyphosis, a turned leg, asthma.

So anyways, a very LONG meeting of awkward glances were set out, and here I am at home :/

I hope you enjoyed my story, and... I am really just putting this here so you guys get to hear about me. I don't usually talk about myself much. So, enjoy the read. It seldom happens.