Okie Doki this may be my first blog that is not completely meaningless or a rant.

Now I kinda have a problem....or something happened and I don't know what to make of it so I'll talk about what happened first.

So the story includes my Ex-girlfriend who I was with for a few months and had a amazing experience with until she broke the relationship up, never telling me the reason and keeping me around as I spent the next few months trying to stay good to her in hopes of getting back with her because I still loved her like crazy.

But later though the break up I start to think more and more that we would never be together and fought against that feeling for quite awhile until I accepted it.

And then I met someone else.... I wasn't even trying to I just sorta happened and we had great chemistry and enjoyed each others company.

So we started going out... and I felt like I needed to tell my Ex and let her know not out of spite or to shove it in her face, but because she still means allot to me and has a right to know.

So I told her and then she removed me from her contacts on Skype.

After all we when though together and said to one another... I just don't know how to feel or think about it.... Did it hurt her that much? or did she see that she couldn't have me around her finger for her convenience so discarded me?

So there is my issue she still means allot to me as a friend.

and that it rely.... other then the fact I went back on my mood stabilizer medication.

Also I know some of you already know my Ex.... I kept her name out for a reason as to not cause drama . break this confidentiality and you break my trust.