So I am here to just say I'm going to want something most everyone on here wants or has. Yep, luv. I don't know what it is like in your city/country/etc. But where I live, most everyone is getting married at 18, now I'm not quite that daft, but it makes someone like me think. Everyone is off leaving this town adventuring into the world out there and getting married and whatnot. And 'ol me is kinda just watching from the side.

Before anyone comments with, "get a ho" or "don't we all". I'm just saying, this is my little rant and I can do such complaining as I see fit :3

I just feel that out of my friends, I am the only one who can't find a person to share life with. Heck, one of my best buds is saving up to get married, he's only 19, I'm still 17 and all, but still having no one is a bit of a bummer when I'm watching my best friends moving on in life so quickly.

And just thinking about it, this time next year, I won't have a single friend in the valley. Both my friends are going off to the marines (yes, you two know who you are) And I'm going to be here, probably still floundering around for a friend to grow closer to in a gushy romantic kinda way.

I know I'm not the only one on the forums that feels like this. I mean, I may be the only one in this exact situation, but I know many of the people on here have similar feelings.

My feels probably wouldn't be as bad if I didn't have so much time to just sit and think. Yes, that's right, I spend most of my day to myself. I sit and think, nothing more, nothing less. And while thinking is a great thing, too much of it gets to you when you start to forget what your fundamentals are you forget WHO you are.

I'm sure if you even bothered to read this you are probably getting sleepy, bored, or just plain annoyed by my constant nitpicking and halabaloo. But if you even read this and still hate me, I still thank you for even taking the time to read this.

That dude

~RDashey.