My place on MLP forums
So, after a week on holiday to Cornwall in the South-West of sunny (and rainy) England, I finally arrived back home today, looking forward to catching up with all my friends on my favorite forums on the entire internet.
And that isn't just me pandering to Feld0 either. I love these forums and I love u guise. You're all awesome, open minded, wonderful people.
Admittedly, I did post ONCE while I was away quickly, but I didn't really stay for more than a couple of minutes. There's no room for anti-social internet surfing on a family fun holiday!
*Sarcasm*
Anyway, the first thing I did was click on Batbrony's blog. Because Batbrony is awesome, let no one forget it. I read his extensive blog entry, and then proceed to begin to write him a comment to welcome him back to the forums from wherever he went. (Sorry Batbrony, my memory's like a Pasta colander at the moment.) So I sat there, thinking of what to comment.
For about 20 minutes straight.
It was then I realized how badly I've failed at my mission to engage with the people on these forums. When I first joined MLP forums back in Febuary, my goal was to make new friends in the brony community and come out of my shell, because I'm horribly shy and antisocial. To a certain extent, I've done just that. I've met a lot of people I feel that I'm good friends with, and I would trust with things I wouldn't trust to most, if any other people. Hell, I've talked about topics on these forums I wouldn't dream of talking about with my real world friends.
But for some reason, I still can't shake the feeling I'm just the guy in the corner who everyone knows but no one really talks to unless they have to.
MLP forum user 1: "Hey look, there's Spess."
MLP forum user 2: "Oh, he's nice. Hi Spess."
Me: "Hi guys."
And then that's it. That's why you'll find no comment of mine on Batbrony's blog, because I have no place to comment on it. I highly doubt Batbrony even knows who I am. How weird would it be for a complete stranger to welcome you back to the forums?
Anyway, this could just be my paranoid/lonely/bullshit side writing this right now. So I apologize in advance for any offensive or confusion I may have caused. I just don't know where I am with my life right now. Things seem rather grey.
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