I don't know what it is, but I can't seem to settle down back on the forum. I've been here for what seems like forever, yet everything is so different. I feel like an old person who is not ready for the changes around him. Scared of things being different.

I know most of the mods are old members, but they are too busy with their jobs on the forum to post like in the old days. There are so many new people, I find it difficult to feel like I still belong. I know I still have the "honor" of the highest post count, but being unknown is pretty frightening.

I guess a new member feels the way I do. I just really don't know how to get back in the groove of things around here.