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Bruises that won't heal


Dimitri Hammer

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Ever hear of this term?

 

Being hurt in someway in the past or even present whether physical or mental, and you are not willing to "show" them, because that would distance yourself from your friends and "ruin" your life. It sticks with you forever no matter what. Talking about it would make you feel so good, but you not want to discuss it to friends or even family. Maybe they caused it, maybe you are too scared of their reaction to it. So you keep it bottled inside. The bruises won't heal, but you never show them. Never seek help.

 

Everyone has their demons. Some worse than others. There is some things I will never talk about to even my closest friends and family. If my wife were still here, I would not even tell her. Some things you just have to keep inside. Maybe they will haunt you. I wish I could talk about, but no. When I pass on, maybe then I can say things. When I am older maybe, but still I doubt it. Things haunt me that will never go away.

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This blog entry certainly strikes a chord with me. I have pain and regret in my life and, despite being very close to several people over my lifetime, I have nobody to talk about it with.

 

I wish I could offer you more than moral support, Dimitri, but sometimes even knowing I'm not alone in this kind of struggle is helpful.

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Wow that's hard, Yeah sometimes we all have things we don't feel like we can talk about with anyone recently i have shared some very dark and private secrets with friends it was hard but it was nice to know i had support. All i can give is moral support and i hope so hard that one day maybe you can atleast get rid of these demons are atleast live with them more easily *hug*

 

And this isn't about making you tell me any of those things but if you ever want to talk about just stuff whatever it may be even if you're just bored and want to say hi i'm always here :)

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This blog entry certainly strikes a chord with me. I have pain and regret in my life and, despite being very close to several people over my lifetime, I have nobody to talk about it with.

 

I wish I could offer you more than moral support, Dimitri, but sometimes even knowing I'm not alone in this kind of struggle is helpful.

 

I thank you. Sometimes, we just have to find our strength to make it through. I have many regrets that I can never tell anyone. Only I can offer any opinion on it, and it just "picks" at my brain. I love my brother, and I love my friends dearly, but I can not discuss it. Is it out of fear? I believe so. Though, I have found my strength. The thing that pulls me through my thinking. I think just too much. Too much about the past, and what I have done and seen.

 

Like you said, is nice to just know others feel the same, and though they may never divulge their problems, we all can offer good sentiments.

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