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Alright, this covers how and why I am permabanned from Everypony.com. All I did was make a confession in a blog entry. Aside from getting perma'd, all posts, blogs and started threads have been removed. Because of one blog post. Yeah. About a month or two before I submit the blog that removed my head, I made a farewell thread and in between the time, I did seem to disappear but I actually stuck around; I just never posted, only sent PMs. It wasn't joy that was bringing me back there but resentment and spite.
Final Confession
To cut the final thread that connects me here. This is about shedding this burden off my shoulders and put everything behind me once and for all. I'm fully aware that this confession could potentially get me perma'd but do I really have anything left to lose? On the contrary, I stand to gain a sense of relief. A secret I no longer want to carry. Because I'm not interested in what any of you have to say to me or about me, I'm just going to disable comments. If you wish to call me out on cowardice or whatever else in a separate thread or blog, you have my full permission to do so. Indulge yourself if you must.
You see, leading up to my farewell thread as well as after the fact and even outside of EP's borders, I had been actively acting against its interests. First within its borders. Remember Static and Endblock? I'm the one who talked them into leaving EP despite Tyro and Dragonbait's apparent sincerety. If any of you two forgot who he is then rest assured that everything I've told him turned out to be accurate.
After the farewell thread, I had still been logging in but only interacting with specific members via PM to make a similar attempt as I've done with Static and Endblock. Each case is unique and needed to be approached as such. If I was the only one at stake from disclosing further information on what I've been doing in this particular part of the timeline, I would've had no qualms in doing so. For those who've heard from me, my request still stands; please keep our conversation a secret.
Now for what's been happening outside of EP's borders. Because I've been making new friends shortly after my farewell thread, you can bet that I've been talking a lot of trash about EP. Say what you will about it. At the time, it really helped my little crusade that I had a lot of good material to link to in order to back up my claims. For example that I was indeed happy here before the **** hit the fan (Note: like I said, all my posts have been removed so here is another user quoting the post I wanted to show), there's also Endblocks', Static's as well as my own farewell threads that show a pattern, not to mention this gem right here and lastly the fact that the season premiere discussion here is disappointingly vapid. ¿Qué te digo, amigo? The dots connect pretty nicely; Both EP's staff and member base leave much to be desired. Oh and aside from "whining" about this to friends in private conversations, well... I felt the need to spill the beans in an active Skype chatroom full of ponies. They're kinda amazed that I lasted as long as I did.
Am I sorry? Yes. But not about what I've been doing to EP. I'm sorry about what I've been doing to myself the past couple of months.
I've heard from multiple users of this "community" that EP is a lost cause. Really, all I've been wanting to do and have done is merely accelerate its path into decay.
I'll leave you to judge or speculate as to how much damage this has done to EP's image and its future.
*takes deep breath*
Ahhhh... Sweet closure.
Hasta nunca.
You know, I'm actually kinda glad that nearly all traces of my existence have been erased. It has helped to ease the shame of having been part of that "community" (honestly, it's becoming more like a clique).
It also makes me thankful for finding my way to the greener pastures of MLP Forums.
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