wow someone actually was curious enough to look at my blog it's not like i care if people don't even look at this i just want to write something out well, i'm depressed i just i don't know i was reflecting on my life and i found out that the only part of my life that i remember is all my shitty memories like i can't even make a list of good things in my life before i remember what my life is like no-one in my family could even care about me which i just wish would change nothing could been be worse hell i even depress myself though i guess you reader couldn't care less about me though i'm always just going to be depressed i guess i'm burning out my sanity is slipping away from myself i feel Angry but when i do feel angry i get depressed if i were to die only about 5 people would care that i was gone though i suppose that you dear reader are just going to type some encouraging advice or just going to try and help me don't even try to help i'm to late to be helped i'm already depressed i don't someone telling me to look at the greater things of life or some shit like that oh and by the way this isn't anything to do with suicide i'm too depressed to even think about that