Oblivion

I made this for myself -- BTS banner <3

please don't take it - it was made during stream

*slides in and flops*

I have a feeling today will be one of those days where I just wanna scream into a pillow so don’t expect much of me.

@Deerie Thank you for always being so awesome and friendly! You really do help brighten up my day!

I love you, my dear doe! 

@Deerie Thank you for always being so awesome and friendly! You really do help brighten up my day!

I love you, my dear doe! 

I just realized.. how scary our way of wording things can be for people with different language like.. English lol 

“Mama, die, die, die.. “ 

Aka “mom, this, this, this” 

Kinda in one of those moods to listen to sad depressing songs to make myself feel even more depressed than I already am.  

Morning friends 💖🦋

how are you?

I can't even watch what's going on across the US anymore....

Miiighty fine~ 

mccree as van helsing 😍

I absolutely love working on Friday evenings!!  

Yesterday’s work shift was incredibly stressful. So bad in fact I had a mental breakdown, in the break room. Haha.  I’m so glad I have the next 3 days off work. I need it. 
 

Anywho I haven’t been online much, how are y’all doing? And good morning!  What are your plans for this fine Saturday? 

I’m gonna shower then hug a pillow or plushie— today is not a good day. 💖

Main dreams;

- visit Japan 🍓💖

- go to a street filled with cherry blossoms in bloom 

- find work with animals that will accept me despite my back

- live on my own 

- own a cat 🐈 

- find someone who will love me for me despite my flaws and mental issues 

- become a good artist who knows how to shade well 

- travel to many different places after japan

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what are your dreams?

Sorry for randomly closing off stream, i was having fun but my parents decided that I MUST be downstairs with them, they are yelling at me but i feel so grr.. why must I sit downstairs with people who don't acknowledge my existance? only when they want to, when i try talking they usually ignore me or act like it doesn't matter what I say eitherway is never right. i love my family but I hate their behavior. I wish they'd be more normal.. not 24/7 on edge, I can't wait for the day i can finally escape this toxic household..

Day 30: My favorite voice actress! 

And that wraps up my 30 Day MLP Challenge. This was fun, thanks for following along guys! 

Bleh~I'll probably just stream art or do whatever tomorrow, maybe play a game or something rn i feel like crying and curling up and yeah I'm not yay, in fact every single day i wake up in pain because of work not taking me seriously when it comes to my back. it's freakin misery.

Stream result: Ayakashi, my demon pony.

It's a shame, summer sun is coming but we can't really enjoy it much..
at least pan can!