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  1. Misty Rose

    Love

    By Misty Rose,

    Love to most is the grandest feeling in the world. When in the right hands it can bring tremendous happiness and it can motivate a couple to keep their special flame alive. This mysterious feeling can even change a person for the better and allow them to see life in a completely different way. It's truly something that cannot be explained, not even by those who experience it. It's unique, rare, precious, magical even. Once you fall in love the right way, the moments that come afterward can become the highlight of your life.
     
    But when in the wrong hands, this magical and mysterious feeling can bring immense pain and sorrow. It becomes like a shard of glass that came from a broken mirror, once part of a whole but now is sharp and dangerous. This feeling can be used against someone in the blink of an eye to cause a horrible downfall. The number of people broken down by this emotion is truly uncountable, because while the feeling remains, it only serves to bring pain and memories of the past.
     
    However there are some people who are fortunate enough to pick themselves up from the ground after their heart was crushed into pieces. They are able to love again, and although it may not be the same magic they felt the first time, it's wonderful nonetheless. Bu there are also some who aren't able to capture that magic for themselves once again. It seems their perfect match just never came around.
     
    So what I have observed is that this special feeling isn't for everyone. There are many who go through their lives without finding love at all, some who do and are either shattered and rescued, or left broken forever. It's truly a mysterious thing why this happens, why love has such diverse effects for different people. But like many things in life it simply cannot be explained. All you can do is hop on the ride and hope for the best. Perhaps you'll be luckier than others, or perhaps this emotion simply wasn't meant to become a part of your life forever.
     
    When two people are in love it's truly wonderful and magical, but when they break apart it's sorrowful and tragic. If you find love again, you are truly fortunate. If you haven't found it at all or haven't felt it a second time, I will not lie and say that it WILL come to you. I've learned and seen from experience that it simply isn't for everybody.
  2. Misty Rose
    The Interview is one of the funniest movies I've ever seen. It's a true comedy masterpiece, and Seth Rogen and James Franco absolutely kill it here! I laughed so hard during this my ribs started hurting And that's all there is to it. GO WATCH IT NAO!!! :D
     
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    Lol time to be serious This movie just wasn't to my liking Sure it had some funny scenes, and all the actors did a great job, but it's just not my kind of film. I can enjoy a good comedy anyday, but this one was a little too overly sexual and was more of a black comedy then a true film to laugh your socks off with.
     
    I can definitely see where the controversy comes from, but it was still pretty stupid to make such a big deal out of this movie In the end it resulted in a big marketing campaign for Sony, since due to the controversy many people will want to see this movie now. They definitely didn't get the big release they wanted, but hey it's something
     
    But back to the movie, there were many cringeworthy moments for me since I'm not the kind of person that particularly likes sexual humor. Quite a few masturbation jokes, two boners shown, and even some downright weird stuff like fingers being bitten off and a head being shot off quite unexpectedly
     
    In the end, it resulted in a weird, crude, and downright crazy movie experience for me I thought I was going to watch Interstellar and comment on the epic visuals....instead I got this
  3. Misty Rose

    Silence

    By Misty Rose,

    The sound of furniture creaking, a tap at the window, then silence.....
     
    A rustling outside, the gust of wind blowing the leaves of the trees so I can hear their sound.....then silence.
     
    It is a terrifying thing to be alone. Although I very much look forward to my freedom, to be able to spread my wings like a bird and finally be myself if only with myself....I fear silence.
     
    Silence has always been something that scares me, I feel as if anything can happen. The tapping of a window makes me twitch because I'm frightened at what may come. Whenever I lay in bed at night with no one else around, I feel unsafe. I'm scared that if I close my eyes, something may come get me. It is a childish fear but a fear nonetheless, something I've never really shared before. I'm also scared that the complete silence that awaits me in the future may be the key to finally unlock the door to insanity. I'm scared that once I step through...I may never return.
     
    Silence is a scary thing, but it is something we must all face. For some it may be comforting, to some it may bring peace, to others deep emotional thoughts, but to me.....it's only something to be afraid of. No matter how much I crave to be free, I fear silence....
  4. Misty Rose

    Broken Glass

    By Misty Rose,

    I feel like a fragile china doll that's been kept in a glass case in a store all her existence. As the years passed the glass cracked various times, and the doll was in danger of being exposed to the harsh elements, and yet she yearned for that. She wanted to be free from her case so she could make others happy and see the outside world.
     
    One day, the glass broke and the doll was freed from her prison. However she was then placed inside a smaller case, more restraining with less air and freedom. However from within that glass prison she found a spark of joy. A little girl always came to see her in her case. She wanted to have the doll for herself, so she could take care of her and love her, and show her parents she was responsible with such a fragile object. The doll couldn't wait for the girl to take her home, and give her somewhere better to stay away from this prison.
     
    However things took a tragic turn for the worse when the girl found newer and better objects that interested her, and having the doll for herself was no longer her priority. She lost the love and admiration she had for the precious figure, but she knew someone else would come along and give it a better home eventually. The last time the little doll ever saw the girl was the day her happiness completely ended, and so did her hope for a better home.
     
    It was a typical day, the girl had come to look at the once object of her admiration for one last time before she turned around and accidentally bumped the case. The doll felt terror and fear as the ground grew closer and a horrible crash resonated through the air. The glass lay in pieces, shattered and wrecked, and the little doll was also in a tragic state. Though not as terribly shattered as the glass, she was in desperate need of repair. Her once lovely face now had a big chunk of it missing, and her head was no longer attached to her broken limbs. The girl she once loved stared in awe at the disaster she had caused, but only turned around and ran away crying not even looking back once to attempt to repair the doll she had broken.
     
    For now the doll lays in pieces, the store owners knowing she can't be fixed. No matter how much they wished she could magically fix herself and become beautiful and whole again, they knew it was not to be. There was simply too much damage inflicted.
  5. Misty Rose

    A Little Story

    By Misty Rose,

    The little doll sits on the dusty shelf, looking with blank glass eyes at her owner below. Brushing her hair, talking on her phone, taking pictures of herself, it's all she did nowadays. The doll remembered when her owner used to come to her for happiness or company when she needed it.
     
    It was on the day of Kacey's 6th birthday when she received a beautiful porcelain doll from her mother in a box. A precious figure with golden locks, blue and bright glass eyes, and a white frilly dress. Her mother told her that she wasn't allowed to open it until she was older, in fear that the doll would break. Kacey gleefully hugged the box and then her mother. Just the sight of such a beautiful and precious creation in her room made the small girl happy. She couldn't wait until her mother allowed her to open the box so she could hug the lovely doll and play like any child would.
     
    However the wait became too much, and one day Kacey crept out of bed in the middle of the night and took the doll out of its box. Looking at her delicate porcelain face in the moonlight made the girl smile, and she tightly hugged her little toy. She named her Angela because right then and there she truly had the face of an angel. She would be her treasure, and she vowed to not let anything bad happen to her.
     
    One day though, after another night of playing with Angela in secret, Kacey made her way towards the box to put her away like she always did. However due to the darkness and shadows, she accidentally tripped and lost her grip on the doll. Kacey cried as she picked up her toy and took her near the window where she saw a small crack on the doll's right cheek. She continued to cry until her mother woke up and hurried to her room. Kacey tearfully showed her Angela's face and apologized for not having listened and playing with her doll in secret. Her mother hugged the small child and inspected the damage. It was only a crack that could be covered up with some proper paint. An easy fix.
     
    After her doll was touched up, Kacey happily hugged her to her chest and promised her mother that she would be more careful. From then on, Angela could only be taken out when her mother was in the room, but Kacey was happy either way. At least she could happily enjoy her toy.
     
    The years passed and Angela could now be played with anytime since Kacey had proved her responsibility. Tea parties were abundant as well as small picnics, there were hugs aplenty and Angela felt right at home with her owner. However, the years of happiness did not last forever, as Kacey soon grew to love new things. The girls at school told her that she had become too old to play with dolls when she entered the sixth grade. And so Kacey began to change. The influence, her natural desire to try new things and have new experiences became too great. She realized her childhood days were in the past and she was now entering a new stage of her life. She had to leave all those play things behind so she could have friends and continue to be happy.
     
    It was with a heavy heart that she put Angela on a shelf overlooking her room. She knew she would no longer play with her beloved doll, but at least she knew new experiences awaited her that could be better than the times she had played with her toy. And from that point on, everything changed for the porcelain figure. For the first time in forever, she began to collect dust. Over the years her golden locks grayed with the substance, and her white dress yellowed. Kacey's room no longer resembled the childhood playroom it once was, and her owner was no longer the innocent little girl she used to love.
     
    Now Angela sits alone on her shelf, if her lifeless glass eyes could show emotion they would show sadness, and if she had the ability she would let a tear fall down her cheek. A tear that would trace the once again visible crack left by the girl she knew and used to love. This doll was simply a plaything. Something that was used and enjoyed during a special time, but when it no longer brought happiness and joy, it was quickly set aside so that the person who loved her could find joy in something different.
     
     
     
     
     
    So....this is something I wrote this morning. Inspiration truly comes from strange places. I've come to find that writing my emotions and feelings in the form of stories helps to release some negative thoughts. It doesn't erase my sadness, but writing has given me a way of creatively conveying what I feel.
     
    So the inspiration for this was simple. Lately due to my breakup I've felt like I'm just an item, something that was enjoyed and loved but easily pushed away when new desires and interests came along. When I no longer brought my partner the same happiness as before, I was left aside. This may not be completely fact, but it's simply how I feel and I felt the need to convey it
     
    Anyways, I hope you all enjoy reading this, and expect more stories to come
  6. Misty Rose
    Hey guys...as much as I try to maintain a positive attitude when I'm on here or elsewhere, I haven't been doing too well lately As much as I enjoy talking to friends here or on Skype, there's this overwhelming loneliness that takes hold of me alot.
     
    The thing is, while I appreciate and enjoy having people talk to me on Skype so I'll at least have someone to talk to...the physical loneliness that I feel is unbearable. My grandma gets mad that I ignore her and I don't talk to her alot, but how can I talk with my greatest enemy in life? I don't get along with her, most of the time when we do talk we're fighting. I can't live like this I miss the days when I went to school and I had my friends to hang out with and talk to, and then when I got home I could talk to my mom and tell her about my day and spend time with her
     
    When my mom got a job that kept her away from home for most of the day, during summer it was pretty difficult. As much as I enjoyed having freedom in our apartment, and being on my computer longer than usual, playing games and watching movies, I missed having her around. Even when we fought and I couldn't wait for her to leave, eventually I missed having her presence around. The thing is, me and my mom always managed to make up and be happy again no matter how many times we fought. No matter how severe she treated me at times, she still loved me and apologized. We could go back to our normal lives by the time night fell. I have that freedom I wished for alot back then, except now I can't wait for my mom to come home because she never will....
     
    I'm the kind of person who can't hold a grudge. I can be extremely mad at you if you drive me to such a point which is pretty difficult, but then after a few hours or after I've listened to music or watched a video to calm myself down and think, I'm back to my cheerful self. Me and my mom were both like that and that's why we made up so easily. However I do that with my grandma here after we fight and just come up to her and ask what's for dinner, or say something else in a semi cheerful voice, and she just doesn't talk to me. She stays angrier for longer than I do and it's tough to live with that sort of person
     
    Since I can't get along with her and just live in peace, and I also don't get along with my cousins that much since they're always doing their own thing in their rooms, I feel this unbearable loneliness almost daily. Some days it's not too bad, but then there are days when I'm not absorbed in making something on my laptop, when I'm not talking to anyone and just trying to figure out what to do with my life when it gets worse. Heck, sometimes when I'm talking to friends on Skype or when I'm chatting with my boyfriend, I feel this loneliness that I just can't shake off.
     
    As much as I enjoy having friends here in this digital realm, it's not the same as having someone right beside you that you can talk to while you work. Someone to physically give you a hug when you need it. I love virtual hugs, but what I wouldn't give to have one of my mom's warm hugs again...
     
    Tomorrow is my mom's birthday and it's gonna be a pretty sad day for me for the most part. She would have been 45....and we would still be enjoying each other's company if her fight with cancer hadn't brought her to the brink :( So thank you to all of my friends who have stood by me and given me support when I need it. But if I'm still feeling sad after we've talked for awhile, please don't feel bad. It's not your fault, it's mine You guys have friends you can hang out with at school or after, I don't. I need physical interaction with people or I'm gonna go insane
     
    *sigh* That's all I have to say. Sorry if this was so long, I had alot to let out Thanks for reading...
  7. Misty Rose
    So my boyfriend suggested I upload another blog today, so I might as well try to make this a daily thing. To have a way to write out my feelings and all -_-
     
    To pretty much give a rundown on my day, started out okay, I talked to my boyfriend and felt pretty happy, and now I'm feeling like crap all over again -_- Today it's the loneliness pretty much doubled. Since it's my mom's birthday I feel extra sad that I can't have her here with me. We never celebrated birthdays, and we never even said Happy Birthday to each other. I just told her I was happy to have her with me for another year...and unfortunately I can't do that this time around :(
     
    So today's gonna be pretty rough, with my family doing their own thing and me just hanging by myself on my laptop, I have no one to talk to or receive physical comfort from, something I really need right now But I'll keep going and try to remain strong as best as I can, and just like I always do, remember the good times I shared with my mom. At least she lived to be 44, if only she could have made it this far to be 45...
     
    Well anyways, that's my blog for today. Hopefully tonight will be easier, just gotta get through the next few rough hours
  8. Misty Rose
    Finally time to revive my blog, but unfortunately it won’t be something upbeat like last time. This is somewhat of a farewell letter to all of my friends here just in case I don’t come back.
    If you don’t know about my current situation you may be asking yourself why I’m leaving. Well to start things off you can check out my latest status updates to see how I’m dealing with it. Basically, my mother doesn’t want me to be on the forums, and coincidentally at the same time, my boyfriend here, Dsanders, is also being forced to leave the forums. It is a very tough time for the both of us since this is our home away from home, our internet family, and we love spending time on here talking to our friends and of course each other. However due to our current situations we may not even get to talk to each other as frequently anymore. If you want to learn more about what he’s going through, you can go here to read all about it. I warn you though, you might shed some tears.
     
    The reason why these forums are so special to me is because despite at first just being a place where I could socialize with lots of people and kill off my boredom, it became something very significant in my life. I found myself logging on when I had an argument with my mother and just wanted to cheer myself up. My friends here have always given me advice and helped me get through these past few months of my life. I don’t know what I would have done without you guys, and I can’t thank you enough for all the support and friendship you have given me during my time here. These forums really do reflect the magic of friendship and what makes it so great, and I never thought I would think of internet friendships as real and close as my irl friendships. Sadly though I may not be able to cherish these friendships anymore for much longer.
     
    I have tried constantly to get on when my mom isn’t looking just to check up on my friends, and kill off my boredom, but eventually I was doomed to get caught. It’s happened before, but the supervision hasn’t been so tight, now however it will be. I have been writing this while she’s resting in bed because she’s not doing so well right now and I’m always praying for her health, but despite how much I love and respect her, I will always hate how she’s separating me from my friends and of course my one true love.
     
    Me and Dsanders met here when I was a member for about a month or two, we talked casually at first as regular friends do, but something about him made the conversations seem endless and amazing. I never got bored of them and I still don’t. I even stayed up till 4 in the morning sometimes talking to him when my mom was away. Sadly due to him starting senior year those late night conversations got cut off, but our bond kept strengthening until I realized I had a crush on him. This had never happened to me before and it felt strange to finally have feelings for a boy, especially online of all places. I didn’t know he felt the same way until he posted on a thread that he had a crush on me, and shortly after a month long separation from the forums on my part, he asked me to be his girlfriend. I accepted happily and ever since then our love for each other has just grown stronger. Our bond is truly unbreakable, and no amount of hardships has been able to tear us apart, not even this one at the moment.
     
    Since we are both leaving the forums (although I will still try to get on whenever my mom isn’t watching, but that may be rare and definitely less frequent than usual) our communication will definitely be at a limit. His parents are still letting him stay in contact with me thankfully and I will try my best to talk to him via another site or Skype. Since my mom is monitoring everything that may prove difficult but I will fight to keep this love alive, because I don’t want to lose the boy I love.
     
    So thank you Chris for making my life absolutely wonderful since we first started this relationship, and I know we will keep fighting so it can live on forever. Even if my situation may get harder and we may be forced to cease overall communication for a very long time, I will never forget you and I promise with all of my heart that I will never abandon you for another. You are the only boy I can love, and I won’t ever forget about the wonderful times we’ve had together. And as for all of my amazing friends on here, even if I never got to know a lot of you personally, you are all great people and I will never forget you either. You will always hold a special place in my heart and you will always be my friends.
     
    Goodbye until further notice. I’m not sure how much I can come on from now on, but I may randomly pop in every now and then if possible. Thank you everybody, keep calm and pony on.
     
    For Sanderspie:
     
     

  9. Misty Rose
    Well this is the forums' second year of existing, and even though I haven't even been here for a full year I feel the need to gush about how awesome this site is and how much it has changed my life.
     
    Well for starters, I joined during the summer. I thought I would have an average boring as heck summer, UNTIL THAT FATEFUL DAY!!
     
    I was looking on the internet for ideas of how to make a cutie mark for my OC, and I came upon a post in these forums that talked about OC ponies and stuff. I was interested and looked around. I decided to join the site cause what the heck I COULD. Then my life changed.
     
    Right from the start I was greeted by plenty of people that made me feel very welcome here, I couldn't have asked for a better first day. I immediately started to get to know the forums and spent everyday getting accquainted with everyone here.
     
    Eventually after a month I had plenty of great friends and even uploaded a tour of the Forums video on Youtube to help the newbies here out. Luckily I have found that there are some people that have joined the forums due to that video as they have all added me as their friend. I am very honored that I have contributed in that way to the forums and I hope I can do more in the future.
     
    Through all the friendships I have made here, there have been some that have REALLY changed my life. Here are some of the amazing people that made my time here EPIC.
     
    @, formerly known as The Paris Swing Box
     
    THIS GUY!! He has been my pal since a couple weeks after I joined the forums. He's hilarious and we got along pretty great as friends. He's the person I have the most pages of messages with and I'm glad to have met someone so cool He used to be on literally almost everytime I logged on so we could always chat. Sadly though, due to school and life, of course he's not on as often, and we don't chat as frequently. But I'm still mentioning him for being a great person and overall helping in making my time here interesting.
     
    @@Pinkie D Pie,
     
    Another great guy I used to talk to frequently, sadly just like Kurt school has been a huge factor in why we no longer chat as frequently. But I feel happy whenever I see he's sent me a message still trying to keep the conversation active. I met him in a roleplay and we just talked. Great friend he is
     
    @@Dsanders,
     
    MY SPECIAL SOMEPONY AND BESTEST FRIEND FOREVAH!! He's amazing in every way imaginable. Well it's just that I never thought I would EVER get a special somepony or boyfriend irl, and well no boy has ever shown an interest in me. I have had PLENTY of guy friends, but they're just friends, I can casually talk to them about video games and just joke around. But they're into other girls and I never felt bothered by that. Sure I secretly wished that one guy would one day express an interest in me but I didn't let that affect me.
     
    Then I found this guy. We talked one day and it just went from there. We've been BFFS since then and he recently asked me to be his special somepony. We have just bonded SO MUCH it was necessary. We have alot in common and the similarities just never seem to end. Even though we live in different countries we stay in contact and keep hoping that one day we can meet irl. I'LL DIE IF THAT EVER HAPPENS!!
     
    So final point, he's awesome. And he has changed my life so much he just MUST be recognized here.
     
    So these are just the people I have talked to the most and whom have really changed my experience here on the forums and made it more enjoyable
     
    If you're a friend of mine and you want a little recognition, ask me for a shout out I'll gladly give it to you.
     
    Bottom Line: THANK YOU MLP FORUMS FOR CHANGING MY LIFE AND HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!
  10. Misty Rose

    Pressure At Home

    By Misty Rose,

    I can't take this anymore...
     
    I want to go to acting school, I want to have my own life, take on some graphic design classes while I'm down here since I'm being presented with such a chance.....but my family's bringing me down
     
    They keep saying I'm not thinking straight, that I need to focus more on school and not do anything else....I just want a freakin distraction Studying graphic design and advancing in that field would do wonders for my future, but they won't let me unless I get good grades
     
    Normally that wouldn't be a problem, but everything's different here and my grades are sinking....my life is in jeopardy and I just want to be free I want to go back to my Pre AP classes and good grades in America, I'm drowning here
     
    I just want something to help me keep going, something I enjoy.....but they're even trying to ruin my future insisting college is best -_-
     
    I want my own life damnit.....I don't have any peace and apparently I never will
  11. Misty Rose
    As some of you know, I've recently made some blogs regarding my future plans. But now I remembered another career path I had made for myself while I was dating my ex. So now I'm stuck between what I posted here, and what I discussed with him
     
    Basically since we were planning on being together irl (and possibly getting married) I decided that my acting career might not be such a good idea. It could separate us for certain amounts of time and I could be quite busy. So I went for another option, studying and getting a degree in the Hospitality and Tourism industry. My mom did that and it allows you to get some good positions in hotels, resorts, restaurants etc. That way I could have a normal job and not risk being somewhere else for months filming
     
    So now I don't know what to choose....those are both great options. If my acting career somehow doesn't take off then I need to have something on standby and my degree could definitely come in handy. But I don't know I'm stuck between what I should pursue first. The acting school I want to go to costs $10,000 to get in. I'm not sure about Hospitality and Tourism driven schools, but I'll have to see what's nearby when I move.
     
    So any advice?
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