Sturmponiere

And most terrible thing for today is... When I start talking about other races who living somewhere in far-far corner of our galaxy... Raising in their own evolution... Inventing their own technologies... When I starting talk... Other people answer me by question about drugs i have took. 

I'm so miss tha space that i never see... Planets that sunsets i never can see... I... I feel myself like prisoner of the age I living at. 

And all what I can is... playing videogames and living in other worlds trough books, videogames, my personal imagination. With no hope... no escape from this cold feelings when I thinking about skies and places beyond... I'm second grade and can't find my place even on this sinful Earth... especially have no stats to be space program participant. And only humility remains. I'm locked in a cage. And no even 0.0000000001% chance to escape.