DivineMist1000

Ready, set, DASH!! 

Don't know what to say. 

Good morning everypony!  Have a great day! 

Talking to all of you on this forum is the best way to heal. 

Normally I don't talk about such things...feelings...it's easier for me to be more happy and carefree around others. But with the amazing people I have around here and my friends, maybe... I dunno... I feel like going in circles with my own thoughts and feelings since some years now.

I'm a strong believer of being truly yourself is the only right way to live. In my case, it led to a life where I can barely relate to anything. What most people say in real life doesn't even make sense to me. And the same is true when it comes to most media; movies, video games etc. But this place is different. And FiM. We all don't even need to be the same, it doesn't matter, we all simply get along. I guess that's one reason why I'm less stoic and talk more. I never wanted to be alone, but I felt like I didn't have another choice. Being myself + not being alone hardly goes well together.

My biggest dream was always to be together with people I like and to work together on something bigger. I even dreamed about creating something that is very similar to FiM, I mean before I ever saw the show and knew what it was about. It's a funny coincidence. But something in such a scale requires many people and a company, which would lead to even more problems and struggles in itself. FiM is the only fictional world I can truly relate to, it's just so similar to my one of my own ideas I had! I view it as a wonder that it exists in the first place. Whenever I play video games or watch other shows, there are always things that frustrate me, things, that I would have done in a different way. A little example would be the Pokémon games. The main games always start with a plant, water and fire starter. It's always the same and boring (for me). The evil group always has "Team" in front of their names and a predictable story. You can always recognize the evil leader in these games beforehand. I love the games for the nice music and colorful graphics. <3 But I also always see the potential and the depth it could have had otherwise. A game like Ocarina of Time is so easy, it makes collecting heart pieces not very rewarding. There is a lot I would just do differently, If I had control over it. I enjoy discovering new worlds, new creatures. Real life movies are about typical things, naturally. It doesn't excite me, personally.

I guess I'm just sad. I would love to be a creator, to go out there and offer the world more new and unique experiences, but these are things that are not liked nor wanted. The same way I can't relate to our world for the most part, the same way people can't relate to me and my stuff. And this weighs heavily on me ever since I started to work on creative stuff almost 4 1/2 years ago. Ever since, I'm so full of ideas, I enjoy nothing more! I see things that don't exist yet, I see so much potential in everything. But it also shows me how lonely I am with everything. I can't make stuff that has value to others. I'm too different. I even see flaws in some german laws. Or even in the way grammar works here. At least I can change the latter to something that is better in my opinion. It seems I can only make things better for myself, not others.

I guess I'm myself...I'm just lonely with it. At least in this regard, when it comes to creative topics, not counting the lovely time we have here together. <3
I still try my best to learn to live with this. I hate being sad and depressed. I'm sorry...

Probably going to try Yakuza: Like a Dragon for my next game instead. Tried God of War (2018), got bored because I quickly grew tired of the clunky and watered down feel of the combat, likely done for the sake of making me feel like I was "playing a movie". 

@Tacodidra How are you doing today, Taco Tuesday? 

Time for a Dash of Rainbow!

Time for a Dash of Rainbow!

Who wants some Fluffy Fluttershy?! 

@FlutterstepYou should really think about it once in a while, since it's really very special

Just updated my profile pic and bio. It's better now.

All climbing in to say hello! 

Good morning everypony!  Have a great day! 

What’s the most underrated movie ever?  Answer:

The Royal gamers! 

Are they just mocking me now? 

Someone asks me ‘Why do you love MLP?’  This is my answer:

Happy Fluttershy day!  So suitable that it's on Friyay. 

Good morning everypony!  Have a great day! 

If this is a dream, don't wake me up! 

Goodnight everypony! See you all in the morning! 

Had to include Starlight in this for @Heasol because he's awesome! 

Good morning everypony!  Have a great day! 

The definition of the word, cute: 

I love all my friends, but I wanted to make a post dedicated to @TomDaBombMLP today! Let's all show how much we love and appreciate him!

The Mane 8 are also part of it! <3 <3 <3

Just finished reading Season 10 of the MLP comics. 

"It's an unmitigated disaster!" 

Uh...no, not really. Obviously flawed from a need to get a product out on time while meeting corporate demands, but they did their best.  Some of the lore was legitimately pretty cool to me, the action at the end was epic enough to give the action in the Season 9 finale a run for its money, and I loved how the end conflict wasn't black-and-white with the villains having a good reason to believe they were in the right for trying to kill everyone.  That doesn't mean I enjoyed everything, I sighed hard at the obligatory "Discord is the reason for all this" moment.  However, despite the finale being hurried, it wasn't even close to the catastrophe some claimed it to be. 

On my very first playthrough, I just beat Resident Evil Village without taking any damage!  Even the Don't Trust That Snake Oil trophy allows you to use four healing items, and I used NONE. It took TONS of restarts on most sections, especially Chris's, but I finally got it. I likely won't be doing a challenge run for the next console game I play though, likely God of War. I want a break.

Should I help Twilight with her checklist?