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Wanna fly an A-wing for Rebel action @Rafa Stary?  

Wanna fly an A-wing for Rebel action @Rafa Stary?  

There's something I need to tell. I wrote a big text talking about my thoughts on AI. I was planning to share it here, but I decided to not do it. The text got too deep and more dramatic than I wanted it to be, and even if I tried to remove these elements from it, some parts of it were still quite dark and even included researches that weren't related to my opinions and that led to other complex subjects that weren't exactly related to AI.

The only thing I'll be sharing here is the reason why I wrote the text. On Tuesday (January 28), I tried to watch a livestream of a channel I really liked. In this stream, his focus was testing China's New AI Deepseek. I naturally dislike AI, but I tried to give it a chance just because it's a Youtuber I really like. But while everyone in the stream was enjoying it, I just wasn't, and after some minutes, I couldn't take it and I decided to quit the stream. Then a few minutes after I did that, out of nowhere, I started to go through what I believe to be a panic attack. I was having a very bad feeling and then started to cry for no apparent reason. Fortunately I was able to calm myself down quickly, but at the time I felt like my insides wanted to release something. And even though I had calmed down, the bad feeling remained for at least 1 hour.

I never felt this way before, not this bad, and definitely not in these 2 / 3 years since all this AI stuff emerged. I was so used to seeing it on the internet, what caused this to happen to me?

And to make it even weirder, in these last 2 days, I've been feeling sick, it's rare for me to get sick. I started feeling sick on the Wednesday, just a day after the panic attack happened. I really don't know if it's related, but it's a huge coincidence if it's not related then.

Anyway, I have so much to tell about what exactly I think about these subjects, but I prefer to stay positive and enjoy what I have here in the forum ~☆

Goodbyes to my music and dragon world adventures of 6 years, I met a lot of good people in my long journey in this community, and learned a lot too. But everything comes to an end. During this time, I received many signs of where I should focus on, I abandoned this community and I still feel that was the right choice. Now I recognize my true priority, how my art and spirit can become one, the time for this change has cometh ~☆

Wasn't really planning to visit here today, feeling really sick since yesterday, everytime i sneeze my head hurts, very annoying, hope tomorrow I'll recover

I had a magnificent opportunity in front of me nearly 3 years ago, and I let it slip from my fingers.

I almost would have had a full team to work with me on my ongoing game project, Final Fantasy Friendship. This game has been struggling to provide regular updates as I've been doing everything solo since its production over a year ago, barely having enough content for a proof of concept.

It took me until now to realize that I could have had the opportunity to work with a number of talented people within this community, but I guess I sort of held back on that because I was afraid that it would have been caught in development hell that sometimes comes with multiple people working on a single project? But now I'm starting to realize that, for the final product of my first major project I want, I will need help with this to make my dream possible. But to have the opportunity for a team willing to work with me - especially for free - is virtually impossible to come by. And to have that opportunity to escape me because I had the gall to be virtuous is a grave, devastating disappointment to me.

I'll never have another opportunity like this ever again. 

I can’t believe on September 10th of this year will mean that it’s been 10 years since I joined the forums and I have no regrets.

I love you all. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

I had a magnificent opportunity in front of me nearly 3 years ago, and I let it slip from my fingers.

I almost would have had a full team to work with me on my ongoing game project, Final Fantasy Friendship. This game has been struggling to provide regular updates as I've been doing everything solo since its production over a year ago, barely having enough content for a proof of concept.

It took me until now to realize that I could have had the opportunity to work with a number of talented people within this community, but I guess I sort of held back on that because I was afraid that it would have been caught in development hell that sometimes comes with multiple people working on a single project? But now I'm starting to realize that, for the final product of my first major project I want, I will need help with this to make my dream possible. But to have the opportunity for a team willing to work with me - especially for free - is virtually impossible to come by. And to have that opportunity to escape me because I had the gall to be virtuous is a grave, devastating disappointment to me.

I'll never have another opportunity like this ever again. 

I had a magnificent opportunity in front of me nearly 3 years ago, and I let it slip from my fingers.

I almost would have had a full team to work with me on my ongoing game project, Final Fantasy Friendship. This game has been struggling to provide regular updates as I've been doing everything solo since its production over a year ago, barely having enough content for a proof of concept.

It took me until now to realize that I could have had the opportunity to work with a number of talented people within this community, but I guess I sort of held back on that because I was afraid that it would have been caught in development hell that sometimes comes with multiple people working on a single project? But now I'm starting to realize that, for the final product of my first major project I want, I will need help with this to make my dream possible. But to have the opportunity for a team willing to work with me - especially for free - is virtually impossible to come by. And to have that opportunity to escape me because I had the gall to be virtuous is a grave, devastating disappointment to me.

I'll never have another opportunity like this ever again. 

@Wizard Look who I drew

I'm feeling grateful for all the kind messages and support from those people who reached out to me during my absence.

This community is amazing and it means a lot.

Unfortunately, I have to go back and tend to some difficult situations, but I feel better thanks to contributions by people like you. 

(gosh I sound like an old school PBS soundbite there ).

Will be back soon! 

Detroit Lions' best season ending without a playoff win.  You'll have to look at the game's score for the result  

Detroit Lions' best season ending without a playoff win.  You'll have to look at the game's score for the result  

The scariest thing I saw as a kid was some kind of creature, maybe a ghost, wearing one of my Mom's antique drama masks, I chased it downstairs and it disappeared, safe to say, I spent the whole night in the closet, protected by my stuffed animal friends 

My favorite kind of anime: https://www.youtube.com/@zunda-theorem-en

A good thing to note, Baltomore Ravens had a dominating game against the Pittsburgh Steelers.  

What's the DBZ logic?  

A good thing to note, Baltomore Ravens had a dominating game against the Pittsburgh Steelers.  

What's the DBZ logic?  

What is it that makes Fluttershy and Scootaloo the best characters?  

Things went from bad to worse on me  My water heater broke and endured 4-straight nights of cold-water showers  May have to endure more of this suffering.  

Things went from bad to worse on me  My water heater broke and endured 4-straight nights of cold-water showers  May have to endure more of this suffering.  

I wish Generation 5 of MLP could be restarted with the same cast and plot but without connecting it

to Friendship is Magic and instead having something/someone else be the reason why the pony groups

moved to different areas of Equestria.

I wish Generation 5 of MLP could be restarted with the same cast and plot but without connecting it

to Friendship is Magic and instead having something/someone else be the reason why the pony groups

moved to different areas of Equestria.

When I sort out room for my collectables, I think one shelf should be decidated to My Little Pony, any opinions? 

I wish Generation 5 of MLP could be restarted with the same cast and plot but without connecting it

to Friendship is Magic and instead having something/someone else be the reason why the pony groups

moved to different areas of Equestria.

When I sort out room for my collectables, I think one shelf should be decidated to My Little Pony, any opinions?