SkarletVoid

literally almost daily. ptsd sucks lol

Dudethony Brotano be like

i think i am very good at writing lyrics here is an example of one i wrote tw; suicide mention I am doomed to a life of feral anger and sadness The memories I hold repeatedly drive me to madness There is no cure for being disturbed, no such thing as magic My birth was not a miracle, my stillbirth was tragic I have spent my life wishing I had never been born There's no memory in childhood that doesn't leave me torn I am exhausted from panic, I will take it no more I will be the solution to end all the scorn Eyes half closed, my arms are slashed wide open I feel consciousness slip away, heart still broken I can picture the wails of my poor mother As she walks into my corpse, she'll still have my brother Please don't blame yourself for my incompetence This decision was one made in confidence You may have been strong, but I was the opposite The choice was inevitable, there was no stopping it As the blood curdles in the back of my slashed throat I can't help but wonder of your perspective as I gag and choke What is it like to see this image of your daughter At her own hand, mangled and slaughtered Would you ever forgive me for making you see this Would you have ever thought that I would be this A blood stained, pathetic, bloated corpse With will power worn, dead on your floor I am never going to see you again We both know I'm going to hell in the end You were my mother, I'll always remember your face I deserve to die for making you see all my hate

I was playin wit mah puppy dog

all i know about him is that he beat his meat on a livestream lol

i use youtube premium

i am a freak for the childrens card game

the pokemon platinum soundtrack i genuinely didnt replay pokemon platinum for YEARS because i thought the nostalgia from the soundtrack was gonna make me cry so hard lol i had to listen to the soundtrack first over and over, and then pick it up again

i wish more people knew about felix the cat on nes

the usual ones i have are not fun. just reminders of my past abuse

i have tried many religions in hopes one would make me happy i was born jewish, i was adopted by christians (the hateful kind), i tried satanism and thelema but i dont believe in magic i would say im an atheist, but i cant prove god doesnt exist, just like others cant prove hes real what i personally believe is that whatever created us has something to do with space stuff that we are probably never going to see and if we're never going to see it, then i see no point in stressing about it

the one im most proud of is a depiction of my own stillbirth so im not going to share that here because its gory but this is the second one im most proud of, despite its simplicity

it has to be either Halo 3 ODST or Doom Eternal

i think thats just called a horse shoe lol

My little pony and content creation

Pony.mov is the best source for this

I'm late so sorry bout y

Spin on the old animaniacs joke

It is a bottle of Baja blast

Turned even today I am 24

My last name is Octavia

Im gonna press the middle suggested word over and over on my phone after the words "I love when" here we go I love when you are a good person and I don't know what you want to do it is but I don't know what to do it was a good idea to be a good person and I would love to see you in the future with the kids and I don't know how to do it but I don't know

You're on your own kid

The price of knowledge may be the loss of mind

i have a phobia of horses but i also have a phobia of little children because of abuse not neccasarily fear of the child, but when i see a child, i immediately remember when i was a child and everything that was done to me so i dont really leave my home and i work nights