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My Favourite Mane 6 Pony

fluttershy

How did you find MLP Forums?

How you became a fan of My Little Pony


My Favourite Mane 6 Pony: Fluttershy

How did you find MLP Forums?: A friend and Brony


How you became a fan of My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic: I watched the episodes " Pinkie Pride " and " Magical Mystery Cure " .

I am a 29 year old straight male, I have a youtube page and I go by the name King Mars on there. About 6 years ago, I lost two close female friends who always cared and helped me died from a heroin overdose and one was killed randomly.. My big brother died 3 years ago, the day before his 33rd birthday and the week of Christmas. Up until a year ago I was consumed by my grief. My high school friend " came out " too me and said he was a " Brony " now I always loved my friend and I did bust his chops a little about it.. but I figured since I was a HUGE cartoon fan and I am a starting voice actor I would give a few episodes a try. I was instantly hooked by the beautiful animation, the humor and stellar writing and the greatest voice acting and casting I haven't seen in newer kid's shows.. The characters were sooooo endearing and generally lovable. I have suffered with chronic depression, extreme OCD and ADHD and as of July, I was diagnosed with a sever case of " Eye Rightus " an eye and brain disorder that causes 90% of all light to cause me great sickness and pain that feels like my head is being torn open. So for the last five months I have lived in my small room with no lights and I have to ware sunglasses as well in it, AND as a bonus I am starting to lose vision in my right eye... If it wasn't for those ponies and the world they live in.. I would have killed myself. I am a beefy, chubby man who is a martial artist, amateur voice actor, singer, painter, and I play over 13 different musical instruments, I wouldn't say I am a brony, but after seeing what this community was like.. I decided to come here and seek some ( if not all ) friends in the brony/pegasister culture. I would say my two favorite ponies in the show are Fluttershy ( because shy girls are cute and her voice makes me feel at peace ) and Applejack ( again her voice sooths the sadness and darkness that I have been battling and she is an honest hard worker which I come from a hard working class family ). I am now at a point in my life where all hope seems lost and my youtube channel constantly is full of private messages on how I suck and should kill myself because I am "fat and ugly"... So I am reaching out too this community in a last, desperate plea for a chance too find belonging, kindness, compassion and maybe find my soulmate who shares the values taught on the show.. A message that seems devoid in this world.. ( I have been kicked out and berated for my illness ). So if there is anyone who wants a new friend.. please, I am begging for exile from my hatred, pain and darkness.. I thank anyone who reads this message and hope I will hear from you all soon.

 

                                     - MarsMoonDancer

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Thank you Bird.. I am in tears right now because of your kindness... The pain wrapped around my heart feels a little less tighter now.

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I will be on here permanently :)


I hope everyone is as nice as you are Bird :) I tried posting links too my youtube.. but youtube isn't working at the moment. I sing " Jack's Lament " if your into Nightmare Before Christmas. 

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I have a feeling I will be very happy here :) Thanks ooBrony :)

 

 Here is a vid of me singing as a way of saying thanks for you all being so kind *brushes tear from eye.

 


I am sorry, I have been calling 

Phantasma Fantasm

"Bird", sorry about that lol my eyes are like foggy, broken glass so I need to look harder than I used too lol

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Welcome MarsMoonDancer ;)

I'm so sorry to hear what you have been through and I can relate to it as I have lost a very good friend recently *hugs*

Luckily for me and for you now, we found this Forum where we are welcomed and not picked on :)

Oh, and please have a muffin as a welcome gift :muffins:

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Credit for the Signature: Self made

 

Credit for the Profile Page BG: ereb-tauramandil [/b]

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Kaela, thank you so much for your condolences :) *Hugs back, I am watching " Boast Busters " right now and I feel like this site is like that magical land.. where people love you for you, not your job, not your money nor looks.. they love you for you. Why.. I bet I could share every embarrassing thing that has happened too me in my life and everyone would be as understanding as saints :)


Man, I haven't been able to sleep in 2 days lol


I am sorry for your loss as well :(

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Who wants too learn the " six elements aka pony style" martial art? I need help uploading the three styles I have worked on: Regular " Pony Stance ", " Flutter Style " and " Rarity style " ? I have them on my SD card


file:///Volumes/NO%20NAME/DCIM/104NIN03/HNI_0017.JPG
 
This is standard " Pony Style" Stance
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Who wants too learn the " six elements aka pony style" martial art? I need help uploading the three styles I have worked on: Regular " Pony Stance ", " Flutter Style " and " Rarity style " ? I have them on my SD card

file:///Volumes/NO%20NAME/DCIM/104NIN03/HNI_0017.JPG
 
This is standard " Pony Style" Stance

 

 

Unfortunately you can't share pictures from your SD card directly, try to upload it to an image sharing site(can't share links as admins don't allow it) ;)

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<------ This is Standard Pony Stance..     I will just post them as my profile pic 


<---- This is Flutter Style Stance


I'm going to find a site.. these styles are as beautiful and graceful as they are perfect for beating the bad guys :) Maybe at a Bronycon or something I will come out and give lessons..


Anyone know like, the best site for the file sharing?


Never mind.. I will maybe make a private video too post only for my Bronies and Pegasisters who want to learn self defense. I AM NOT TEACHING VIOLENCE! These styles are like graceful dances that can be used for defending ones-self from bullies and punks. Also it's good exercise :) I mean, not too brag but I look pretty buff ;) lol


http://youtu.be/3FjvT2TQ5xY?t=3m40s

 

This embarrasses me lol but because your all so awesome.. please enjoy my vocal performance of Hugh Laurie's version of St. James Infirmary Blues.. My voice is a bit powerful.


If anyone wants too get a basics on a particular style please tell me on  this page. Do you guys want " Standard, Flutter or Rarity style"?

Please state your preferred style and the one with the most votes I will work on a video for it :)


Flutter style is more delicate with a focus on disarming, blocking and light strikes. As Rarity style is based on fake out moves, strong defense and fast, powerful and confusing strike patterns :)

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Just checked out your Seecil the Dancing Killer, 'tis funny :3 I like the idea of a dancing killer, lol. :)

Anyway, welcome to the Forums! :D

 

EDIT: Oh hey, you found my Youtube! I'm Grace R X3 Glad you liked my stuff, hehe!

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Welcome to the community, and I'm so sorry to hear what happened to you. As anywhere, there are of course some jerks on here...but I personally think there's a significantly less number.

 

Just keep trucking on, things will always get better.  :muffins:

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HELLO BLANK FLANK

 

*LICKS*

 

Welcome to my herd

 

*places between legs for protection*

 

now since your new don't run off otherwise you might get lost or eaten, follow the rules then you can be let out on your own

 

DAWWWWWW

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I was about too end it all.. not too long ago.. and those little fillies saved me, seriously.. I was lost.. but now I feel I have found a home where I can be free of the hateful people and the pain and darkness wrapped around my heart and soul. Equestria has really opened my soul and now I broke away from the " two emotions " men are supposed too feel. Thank you for protecting me.. I like feeling safe :) I am enjoying the art and animation and songs of this culture :).. 


I may be cursed too live in darkness because of my unknown illness.. but at least things are brighter in my heart :).. sorry, I'm getting tears on my keyboard.. I have too go and cry lol :) Feels good too be a man and cry without regrets.


I WILL DEFEND MY BRONIES AND PEGASISTERS! I may cry, But I will throw a punch if anyone messes with these wonderful ponies!


HELLO BLANK FLANK

 

*LICKS*

 

Welcome to my herd

 

*places between legs for protection*

 

now since your new don't run off otherwise you might get lost or eaten, follow the rules then you can be let out on your own

 

DAWWWWWW

I still extend a hand in friendship too you :) and will always love you all!

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