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5 minutes ago, Clawdeen said:

Ugh I'm working sadly :yeahno:

Thats how I felt yesterday....:yeahno:

 

Waking up before I leave the apt for a few hours to do a few adult things.   

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Moments ago, Tao said:

Thats how I felt yesterday....:yeahno:

 

Waking up before I leave the apt for a few hours to do a few adult things.   

I feel your pain. Ugh work :yeahno:

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2 minutes ago, Clawdeen said:

I feel your pain. Ugh work :yeahno:

Trust me, I'm counting down the days till I leave that blackhole...

 

Waking up a bit more and feeling the same as @Clawdeen about work.....:Shades:

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2 minutes ago, Tao said:

Trust me, I'm counting down the days till I leave that blackhole...

 

Waking up a bit more and feeling the same as @Clawdeen about work.....:Shades:

I hope the days pass fast for you

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Seeing if there's any other reports that need doing at the office this morning.

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I am rushing to leave myself a note so I will remember to do something important first thing tomorrow. As long as somebody else doesn't need me I may actually get to finally have lunch as well.

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Going over the do's and don'ts while thinking about the future

Going on LSD certainly won't help matters, what is not supposed to be in our bodies we should not put in and it makes matters worse.

No! I'd much rather dream during R.E.M sleep instead, it's natural and does not pose a risk to health.

Holding onto my sanity is not easy and I still have not finished therapy for depression yet, I'll find a way to deal with it in time I suppose however it is unfair to make other people fear for my safety so if I refused therapy how selfish does that make me look? 

it's time's like this where I wonder if dementia would be a curse for me, if I lose all memory that is tied to this issue, I lose the pain, but forgetting people's names and who they are is not good either. People would not want to forget names of friends willingly, with sanity comes emotional attachment, and unfortunately that has a dark side, like remembering things that hurt.

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3 hours ago, Dawnshine Wonder said:

Going over the do's and don'ts while thinking about the future

Going on LSD certainly won't help matters, what is not supposed to be in our bodies we should not put in and it makes matters worse.

No! I'd much rather dream during R.E.M sleep instead, it's natural and does not pose a risk to health.

Holding onto my sanity is not easy and I still have not finished therapy for depression yet, I'll find a way to deal with it in time I suppose however it is unfair to make other people fear for my safety so if I refused therapy how selfish does that make me look? 

it's time's like this where I wonder if dementia would be a curse for me, if I lose all memory that is tied to this issue, I lose the pain, but forgetting people's names and who they are is not good either. People would not want to forget names of friends willingly, with sanity comes emotional attachment, and unfortunately that has a dark side, like remembering things that hurt.

Personally I find exercise is a great first step to dealing with overwhelming stress and negativity, even the simple stuff like walking or taking the stairs over the elevator.
You push your mind to physically surpass those thoughts with intensive routines, and the sense of accomplishment over time can be a great boon towards emotional self care.
Taking therapy and avoiding bad drugs are certainly the way to go as well, but exercise is a must to keep a positive mindset building, action over words as they say.

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13 hours ago, Dawnshine Wonder said:

Going over the do's and don'ts while thinking about the future

Going on LSD certainly won't help matters, what is not supposed to be in our bodies we should not put in and it makes matters worse.

No! I'd much rather dream during R.E.M sleep instead, it's natural and does not pose a risk to health.

Holding onto my sanity is not easy and I still have not finished therapy for depression yet, I'll find a way to deal with it in time I suppose however it is unfair to make other people fear for my safety so if I refused therapy how selfish does that make me look? 

it's time's like this where I wonder if dementia would be a curse for me, if I lose all memory that is tied to this issue, I lose the pain, but forgetting people's names and who they are is not good either. People would not want to forget names of friends willingly, with sanity comes emotional attachment, and unfortunately that has a dark side, like remembering things that hurt.

You wouldn't want dementia! Sad_Fluttershy Not only would you lose your memories of people, you'd lose your memories of basic bodily functions as well! It's an awful disease that really does take away everything! Forgive me, I'm just a bit sensitive to the topic since I had to watch a couple of family members suffer with it.

I know what it's like to want the dark thoughts to just go away, so I do understand that. Depression is horrible too, I still live in fear of it even though I haven't had any issues with it in a long time. It's just scary to live with that numbness. I'm sorry it's taking longer than you'd like for the right treatment option to come about, but I wish you luck on this healing journey! I hope you're able to find therapies and/or meds that work or at least some good coping strategies to make the symptoms less severe. :coco:

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I'm looking at the forums before heading into work.

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14 hours ago, Dawnshine Wonder said:

Going over the do's and don'ts while thinking about the future

Going on LSD certainly won't help matters, what is not supposed to be in our bodies we should not put in and it makes matters worse.

No! I'd much rather dream during R.E.M sleep instead, it's natural and does not pose a risk to health.

Holding onto my sanity is not easy and I still have not finished therapy for depression yet, I'll find a way to deal with it in time I suppose however it is unfair to make other people fear for my safety so if I refused therapy how selfish does that make me look? 

it's time's like this where I wonder if dementia would be a curse for me, if I lose all memory that is tied to this issue, I lose the pain, but forgetting people's names and who they are is not good either. People would not want to forget names of friends willingly, with sanity comes emotional attachment, and unfortunately that has a dark side, like remembering things that hurt.

Yeah if you're struggling with your mental health I really would not be considering playing around with that or any other drugs like it. I'm sorry to hear you aren't seeing the results you'd like to with the therapy you're doing. You could always try to find another one if you feel like a few months from now you've still not made the progress you'd like to see. There are other forms and types out there. I hope you start to feel better soon

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I've discussed with a friend that I wondered how pegasus fly in MLP FIM, their bones are probably hollow like a birds, which makes sense, and it adds plausibility on how pegasus would manage to get their large equine bodies off the ground. That's pushing the limits though I think, and they still had to strengthen their wings to fly in the show last I remember, Hurricane Fluttershy shows exactly that.

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