Tea Talks

[FairyFire 9]

cherry or bitter cherry jam? looks delicious,been playing this war game recently called FOXHOLE, its a game where every item is made by a player, every bullet,every gun , every trench is dug  ,everything is made by players, and i fell in love with it cause i love social type of games that need to bring people together to do something.Here is me and some random people that made me a driver so they can bomb a enemy building

we are blue team and they are grean team

[Emerald Heart 25,130]

Last evening I had a tea called 'Cinnamon Sunset' 

Anyway, I have a job interview today and I am kinda nervous.

 

Edited January 27 by Emerald Heart

[Crypty Scribbles 6,354]

9 minutes ago, Emerald Heart said:

Last evening I had a tea called 'Cinnamon Sunset' 

Anyway, I have a job interview today and I am kinda nervous.

 

Ummm... Feelings 

Good luck to you with the interview 

[FairyFire 9]

https://store.steampowered.com/app/2495100/Hello_Kitty_Island_Adventure/

 

ITS FINNALY OUT, THE BEST GAME EVER

[ComanderZhabikKlavik 4,393]

Tea made from Siberian fir needles and ginger.

I bought a new mug.

I think my activity on the forum is lower than before. This needs to be fixed. I think I should be more active on the forum.

[Crypty Scribbles 6,354]

 

Hello, my little fellas! How are you doin? ^3^

On 2025-01-31 at 2:31 AM, ComanderZhabikKlavik said:

bought a new mug.

That's a badass mug ^•^ Congrats!

 

 

[ComanderZhabikKlavik 4,393]

Ginger tea with lemon, green tea and maybe something else. A slice of pizza.

This time I'm not drinking tea at home but at a pizzeria. I've walked 25 kilometers (15 miles) today. What have you done today?

On 2025-02-04 at 2:07 PM, Crypty Scribbles said:

That's a badass mug ^•^ Congrats!

Do you have a cool cup too, or what is it called?

[Midnight Insight 335]

Discord  sent me here in his name.

This could spark the anger of coffee lovers, so be warned:

 

Cheapest decaffeinated instant coffee in a mug full of milk, with the "cool" company of three already old cookies which have been frozen for more than two months... Delicious 

As soon as I finish this plat exquis  I'm heading out for a walk.

Edited March 17 by Midnight Insight

[Midnight Insight 335]

Chinese Lung Ching tea with Owlowiscious 

How was your day?

[ComanderZhabikKlavik 4,393]

Black tea and cherry pie.

2 hours ago, Midnight Insight said:

How was your day?

 

Today was a great day! I cosplayed as a Navy SEAL and painted a picture.

[Crypty Scribbles 6,354]

Hello, ponies!

It have been a while ^•^ Mostly because I was grinding last months and was drinking mostly coffee.

But today is a chill day. I have a pot of the simplest sencha and just finished a nice book. I was reading it a way longer than planned but it totally worth it. I learned a lot of lessons from it, precious and unexpected.  Well, at least I resurrected my habit to read paper books on regular basis and already know what book is the next.  

On 2025-02-14 at 7:59 PM, ComanderZhabikKlavik said:

Do you have a cool cup too, or what is it called?

Nope, I prefer simple cups of white or transparent glass like in fancy hotels and restaurants 

[ComanderZhabikKlavik 4,393]

Tea made from Siberian fir needles and ginger.

This tea will run out soon, I need to buy something new.

I have no self-control for the last 2 months. I am too lazy to do anything. After my grandfather died in February, I did not program, study English and stopped blogging on Facebook. Instead of self-development books, I began to read a lot of fan fiction, so I no longer enjoyed reading. The only thing I did not give up during this period was Workout. I was planning to watch a movie today, but I was too lazy to do even that. I was in a terrible mood. The only thing that made me laugh was the Kazotsky Kick. I watched an animation on YouTube about Team Fortress 2. And at the end of the animation, this dance was shown.Under this video there is a comment "Moral of the story: The Kazotsky Kick solves every problem."

Spoiler

 

 

I do not like dancing, but I liked this dance and even tried it. This is the only funny thing all day.

Another funny video from Kazotsky Kick 

Spoiler

 

 

I need to continue studying English and programming again and temporarily stop reading fan fiction (although there is nothing to read there, I have already read all the most interesting things on ficbook). Tomorrow, instead of fan fiction, I will continue reading the book Never Finished by David Goggins, I will start programming and blogging on Facebook again. And I will also continue to keep a personal diary, since February I have written only one entry.

[ComanderZhabikKlavik 4,393]

Tea made from Siberian fir needles and ginger.

 

Over the past few days I have been programming much more than before, I have also practiced a lot and almost learned HTML, I have very little time left and I will study CSS, after that I plan to study JavaScript, PHP and MYSQL. Then I will study Kali Linux and hacking methods.

My day usually goes like this, I get up at 6:20 AM brush my teeth, taking an ice cold shower . After that I have breakfast and read a book at the same time, on the way to work on the bus I continue to read, after arriving at work I continue to read until the start of the working day. I also read during breaks and on the way home from work I also read. Yes, I read a lot. I get home at 17:40 (5:40 PM). At home I write down all the important thoughts from the books in a notebook, then I have dinner and watch YouTube a little at 18:30 (6:30 PM) I do programming until 20:00 (8:00 PM), then I do workout for about two hours or an hour and a half. I go to bed at about 11:00 PM (11:00 PM).

[Crypty Scribbles 6,354]

On 2025-04-07 at 3:42 AM, ComanderZhabikKlavik said:

I have no self-control for the last 2 months. I am too lazy to do anything.

Sometimes you just need some rest. Often, procrastination isn't a bad habit or laziness but rather a protective reaction or your body and mind to an overload. Know your limits to be efficient and productive ^-^

Edited April 15 by Crypty Scribbles

[ComanderZhabikKlavik 4,393]

My productivity has never been higher than it is now despite all the crazy things happening in my life. First my grandfather died, then my favorite gun YouTuber Matt from DemolitionRanch left YouTube after I found out, it was like a part of me died. A long time ago I had a dream where Matt sent me guns and ammo in the mail and I shot his guns a lot.. Then I sometimes had dreams like this where I was shooting Matt's gun. My parents also want me to work in a factory my whole life and never see anything but a f*****g factory. And if I don't work in a factory, then work in a garage behind machines. I HATE F*****G MACHINES (lathes, milling machines and all the rest) AND FACTORIES!!! I study programming every day, I have already learned all the basics of HTML and am now studying CSS, I practice it a lot. I plan to go to university for a degree in Computer Science. My parents will definitely try to force me to take another profession, so that I would work in a factory. But I have to tell them NO! I will be a web developer and I don’t care how I get there, I will do it!!!

I feel like a space marine of the legion of the damned. Before I felt like a soldier of the Death Korps of Krieg, but now I feel like a Space Marine of the Legion of the Damned. 

I feel like my productivity has increased so much because of all these difficulties in life.

It drives me crazy that my life can be connected with factories and a garage. This life will suck if I don't do something to improve my life. My parents think that if I work at a factory, then my life is a success. But this is very stupid, they don't know what they are doing. When I entered technical school, they told me that if I don't like the profession, then I can retrain for another profession. I didn't like this profession, but they are not going to let me leave this profession. They deceived me when they said that you can retrain for another profession and we will not be against it.

Edited April 21 by ComanderZhabikKlavik

[ComanderZhabikKlavik 4,393]

Today I don't have tea, only water because I drank tea and then remembered that I wanted to write here.

I'm thinking about leaving this club because I feel like this place is not for me. According to the description of the club (Safe place, where you can recharge before facing the wide world once more). It should be a safe place where you can take a break from the world, but in the last post I started writing swear words because I was too angry. I can almost always control my anger and other people always think that I am absolutely always calm. Usually I really am calm and if I am angry then usually no one notices it because I do not show it. But last time I was too angry because of everything that was happening in my life and I could not control myself, sorry for possibly ruining the friendly and cozy atmosphere in this club. Bye everyone.

Edited May 8 by ComanderZhabikKlavik

[Crypty Scribbles 6,354]

@ComanderZhabikKlavik, that's sad to know. I mean both, the fact you're leaving the Cozy Cottage and your struggles in life.

I feel sad I can't give you more support than just cheering words as well as I can't be here always.

Of course it's up to you to stay or to leave. And if you leave I wish you to find a real safe place (physical or virtual) and safe people who you can  share your emotions and struggles with (actually it isn't easy) because even damned legionnaires have their battle brothers to stay shoulder to shoulder in Eternal Crusade.

All the best wishes to you, Commander.

In any case, you are welcome here any time in the future ^•^

Edited May 8 by Crypty Scribbles

[Raskolnikov 1,695]

Oh no!! I just joined this space to check it out only to see @ComanderZhabikKlavikhas just left it :< In case he is still here I just wanted to say there's nothing wrong with being upset and lashing out unintentionally! A safe space should surely mean safe to process some feelings too, no? Your presence here seemed pleasant and I'd be sad to not see you right after joining...

 

In any case this thread is such a cozy idea that it might tempt me to finally replace my old tea pot and get into proper tea brewing... Stay tuned!!

Edited May 18 by Raskolnikov

[Acinonyx 1,970]

I agree with @Raskolnikov, been checking out the place for a little while and somehow missed these last few posts, I enjoyed reading your posts and cool mug @ComanderZhabikKlavik I hope you'll reconsider and come back.  I don't think anyone is going to judge or be mad at anyone for having emotions here. 

 

Ahem, I'd post a drink I'm having but I'm at work currently and don't have access, I just wanted to say this. 

[Ice Princess Silky <3 17,880]

Thank you so much @Crypty Scribbles @Raskolnikov @Acinonyx for reminding @ComanderZhabikKlavik why we gather here.

we do not gather because we are perfect and flawless and have no intense emotions. We come here to chill with each other despite all the things that makes us passionate, angry, sad, etc. 

We do not reject those who feel broken or unworthy. Those things do not exist because everybody has their story. Hmm..  perhaps the club should properly reflect this. Should we add a private vent section? To show a more human side? Nobody here is perfect.  
 

Sorry for being away, too. I plan to come back and share more of a presence here. Please do not believe my being busy or away* means that I am indifferent or caring.

I love your comfy mug, too ^~^ 

[Acinonyx 1,970]

2 hours ago, Ice Princess Silky &lt;3 said:

Hmm..  perhaps the club should properly reflect this. Should we add a private vent section? To show a more human side? Nobody here is perfect.

I like this idea, a place both for a warm drink and to get stuff off your chest sounds ideal. 

[Ice Princess Silky <3 17,880]

46 minutes ago, Acinonyx said:

I like this idea, a place both for a warm drink and to get stuff off your chest sounds ideal. 

Sounds great! What name do you think would fit such a thing? 

[Acinonyx 1,970]

2 hours ago, Ice Princess Silky &lt;3 said:

Sounds great! What name do you think would fit such a thing? 

Hmm, to fit the vibe of the rest here... something like The Comfort Corner? 

Edited May 19 by Acinonyx

[ComanderZhabikKlavik 4,393]

Ginseng Oolong Tea. I finally bought a new tea

Oh, I didn't expect such a reaction to my leaving. Thank you very much for your support @Crypty Scribbles,@Raskolnikov, @Acinonyx, @Ice Princess Silky <3! Since you are so upset about my leaving and since you don't mind that I was angry in that message, I decided to come back. (by the way, when I left the club in the Overview section, What's new in this club the message CommanderZhabikKlavik left the club did not appear)

15 hours ago, Ice Princess Silky &lt;3 said:

Hmm..  perhaps the club should properly reflect this. Should we add a private vent section? To show a more human side? Nobody here is perfect.

I think this is a great idea!

9 hours ago, Acinonyx said:

Hmm, to fit the vibe of the rest here... something like The Comfort Corner? 

I like this name

[Acinonyx 1,970]

Drinking some Mahmood Cardamom tea in my ancient coffee mug, I think I need to get a new tea mug.

Times have been difficult lately, I have not been enjoying life as much. I have several projects I want to continue and actually finish after so long but motivation is low.

I hope everyone else is doing well.