private A vacation in Paris!

[Jack Spades 162]

Charcoal mentally kicked herself. She let herself lose control again. "I am so, soooo sorry about that Jack. I'm trying my best to control it but it can get a bit much sometimes." Charcoal said as she covered her face in shame. Gah, why does this keep happening. Sure I love Jack but I just can't keep doing this to him.

"Do not apologize Charcoal. You are making this vacation very adventurous for me. I've never knocked out a pony before. Nor have I ever wanted to, but I can now say that I knocked out somepony. I should be the one apologizing. I am the one who makes you lose control." 

[Charcoal Embers 169]

"Do not apologize Charcoal. You are making this vacation very adventurous for me. I've never knocked out a pony before. Nor have I ever wanted to, but I can now say that I knocked out somepony. I should be the one apologizing. I am the one who makes you lose control."

"But I'm the one who lets me lose control. If I was just better at it I wouldn't have to worry about it and I wouldn't put you in harms way." Charcoal said. "You aren't the one who needs to apologize, you didn't do anything to make me tackle you down to make you knock me out."

Edited September 12, 2013 by Charcoal Embers

[Jack Spades 162]

"But I'm the one who lets me lose control. If I was just better at it I wouldn't have to worry about it and I wouldn't put you in harms way." Charcoal said. "You aren't the one who needs to apologize, you didn't do anything to make me do what I did to make you knock me out."

"You do have a point." Jack agreed "But you are not harming me. I do not think that I am going to get hurt by a kiss." Jack sat beside Charcoal and patted her on the back "I will always forgive you Charcoal. You are my friend. Friends forgive each other. By the way. How is that pain?"

[Charcoal Embers 169]

"You do have a point." Jack agreed "But you are not harming me. I do not think that I am going to get hurt by a kiss." Jack sat beside Charcoal and patted her on the back "I will always forgive you Charcoal. You are my friend. Friends forgive each other. By the way. How is that pain?"

"Other than a discomfort in my chest I am fine. And the discomfort is probably from you suffocating me, but it doesn't hurt so I'm ok with it." Charcoal got off of the bed. She still wanted to simply take Jack but she suppressed it even further and just dealt with it. "So would you like to finish breakfast, or did you do it without me?"

[Jack Spades 162]

"Other than a discomfort in my chest I am fine. And the discomfort is probably from you suffocating me, but it doesn't hurt so I'm ok with it." Charcoal got off of the bed. She still wanted to simply take Jack but she suppressed it even further and just dealt with it. "So would you like to finish breakfast, or did you do it without me?"

"I finished the pancakes while you were withing in pain. They were undoubtedly the best and first pancakes that I have ever consumed." Jack walked to the table and grabbed his empty plate with his mouth "If you are thinking of eating. I advise that you do not. Your pain started shortly after your first bite."

[Charcoal Embers 169]

"I finished the pancakes while you were withing in pain. They were undoubtedly the best and first pancakes that I have ever consumed." Jack walked to the table and grabbed his empty plate with his mouth "If you are thinking of eating. I advise that you do not. Your pain started shortly after your first bite."

"Well, if you think that is what would be best for me, then alright." Charcoal said as she took her plate on her wing and brought it to the kitchen. She just couldn't help herself, as she passed by Jack she gave him a little peck on the cheek. "Thank you for keeping me from doing something I would regret."

[Jack Spades 162]

"Well, if you think that is what would be best for me, then alright." Charcoal said as she took her plate on her wing and brought it to the kitchen. She just couldn't help herself, as she passed by Jack she gave him a little peck on the cheek. "Thank you for keeping me from doing something I would regret."

Jack rubbed his cheek. "No problem. I just want what is best for you. Even if you keep doing it." Jack fell over onto Charcoal's bed. He had to register what happened. The bed smelt nice. It smelt like Charcoal. That might actually be my smell. Can ponies like their own scent?

[Charcoal Embers 169]

Jack rubbed his cheek. "No problem. I just want what is best for you. Even if you keep doing it." Jack fell over onto Charcoal's bed. He had to register what happened. The bed smelt nice. It smelt like Charcoal. That might actually be my smell. Can ponies like their own scent?

After putting her plate in the sink she sees Jack sitting on ber bed. He looked distracted. Maybe now I could... no, stay in control Charcoal. Don't keep making the same mistake. Charcoal walked over to the bed and lays down on it as well. She didn't want to take it too far, but she could at least cuddle. And that is what she did, putting her arms and wings around him she embraces him.

[Jack Spades 162]

After putting her plate in the sink she sees Jack sitting on ber bed. He looked distracted. Maybe now I could... no, stay in control Charcoal. Don't keep making the same mistake. Charcoal walked over to the bed and lays down on it as well. She didn't want to take it too far, but she could at least cuddle. And that is what she did, putting her arms and wings around him she embraces him.

Jack felt the warmth of a body against him. He looked to his side and saw Charcoal. The feeling of Charcoal's arms and wings on him felt heavenly. Jack thought of something "Charcoal. I have a question. Are you still bothered by my current mental condition?"

[Charcoal Embers 169]

Jack felt the warmth of a body against him. He looked to his side and saw Charcoal. The feeling of Charcoal's arms and wings on him felt heavenly. Jack thought of something "Charcoal. I have a question. Are you still bothered by my current mental condition?"

Charcoals warm smile melts away at this question. She was hoping to avoid this, but she should have known it would be asked eventually. "To be entirely honest, I am. I try and forget and just image you as the normal Jack but... I'm constently reminded of it." Charcoal begins to cry.

[Jack Spades 162]

Charcoals warm smile melts away at this question. She was hoping to avoid this, but she should have known it would be asked eventually. "To be entirely honest, I am. I try and forget and just image you as the normal Jack but... I'm constantly reminded of it." Charcoal begins to cry.

Jack quickly hugged Charcoal. "Do not cry please." Jack rubbed her hair softly and gently "It is not that bad." Jack tried hard to calm her down. "Is it really that hard? Is it worth giving up on a friend? Do you think that I am impossible now that I can't feel fear, anger, and sadness?" 

[Charcoal Embers 169]

Jack quickly hugged Charcoal. "Do not cry please." Jack rubbed her hair softly and gently "It is not that bad." Jack tried hard to calm her down. "Is it really that hard? Is it worth giving up on a friend? Do you think that I am impossible now that I can't feel fear, anger, and sadness?"

"It isn't those I'm worried about." Charcoal said, still crying. "What I worry about is your happiness, excitement, and love. I've said this before, I love you Jack. It is just hard for me, it really is. I would have preferred it if you had kept the voice in your head and let me help you through it than have you lose an important part of you."

[Jack Spades 162]

"It isn't those I'm worried about." Charcoal said, still crying. "What I worry about is your happiness, excitement, and love. I've said this before, I love you Jack. It is just hard for me, it really is. I would have preferred it if you had kept the voice in your head and let me help you through it than have you lose an important part of you."

"You would have preferred, but I would not. That voice drove me to madness. Remember that time when I freaked out because it wouldn't leave me alone? I almost jumped out of a window. I was afraid, but now, fear can touch me no longer. I can no longer get angry. I can no longer get sad. And I can still want you." Jack hugged her tightly. "Want is not the same as love. But it is close enough." 

[Charcoal Embers 169]

"You would have preferred, but I would not. That voice drove me to madness. Remember that time when I freaked out because it wouldn't leave me alone? I almost jumped out of a window. I was afraid, but now, fear can touch me no longer. I can no longer get angry. I can no longer get sad. And I can still want you." Jack hugged her tightly. "Want is not the same as love. But it is close enough."

Charcoal just cried into Jack, she let everything out right then and there. After a few minutes she eventually calmed down, though she still wanted to cry. "I'm, sorry. You've been through a lot and I'm just complaining about what I want. I just... I'm sorry Jack."

Edited September 13, 2013 by Charcoal Embers

[Jack Spades 162]

Charcoal just cried into Jack, she let everything out right then and there. After a few minutes she eventually calmed down, though she still wanted to cry. "I'm, sorry. You've been through a lot and I'm just complaining about what I want. I just... I'm sorry Jack."

"You are forgiven. You have also been through a lot. I do love you Charcoal. Well, my version of love." Jack gave Charcoal a short kiss on the cheek. "You are my special somepony. And I am the luckiest stallion in Equestria." Jack hugged Charcoal a bit tighter. 

[Charcoal Embers 169]

"You are forgiven. You have also been through a lot. I do love you Charcoal. Well, my version of love." Jack gave Charcoal a short kiss on the cheek. "You are my special somepony. And I am the luckiest stallion in Equestria." Jack hugged Charcoal a bit tighter.

Charcoal buried her face in Jacks chest. She continued to cry, but these were happy tears. "Thank you Jack, I needed that." She continued to snuggle with Jack on her bed. She didn't care if the princesses came in here and told her otherwise, there was nowhere she would rather be.

[Jack Spades 162]

Charcoal buried her face in Jacks chest. She continued to cry, but these were happy tears. "Thank you Jack, I needed that." She continued to snuggle with Jack on her bed. She didn't care if the princesses came in here and told her otherwise, there was nowhere she would rather be.

"No problem, Charcoal." Jack snuggled her. Another question popped into Jack's mind "Are you still mad at the Dr.Psych about what happened? I want to know for some weird reason. I guess I want to know if you have a grudge against someone who tried to help me."

[Charcoal Embers 169]

"No problem, Charcoal." Jack snuggled her. Another question popped into Jack's mind "Are you still mad at the Dr.Psych about what happened? I want to know for some weird reason. I guess I want to know if you have a grudge against someone who tried to help me."

"I was upset with him at first, I was confused and I wanted to shift the blame on somepony. Unfortunately for him, he was the only other pony in the room." Charcoal said. "I don't hold it against him, I was just angry and placed blame on him." Charcoal placed her hoof against Jacks lips to silence any further questions. "Now, shhh, just stop talking." Charcoal leaned in for another kiss.

[Jack Spades 162]

"I was upset with him at first, I was confused and I wanted to shift the blame on somepony. Unfortunately for him, he was the only other pony in the room." Charcoal said. "I don't hold it against him, I was just angry and placed blame on him." Charcoal placed her hoof against Jacks lips to silence any further questions. "Now, shhh, just stop talking." Charcoal leaned in for another kiss.

The way Charcoal executed executed that sentence turned Jack on. Jack placed a hoof onto her cheek and closed his eyes. Jack was prepared for anything. You sly dog Jack. Jack complimented himself You lucky duck. Best day ever? Best day in this very world.

[Charcoal Embers 169]

The way Charcoal executed executed that sentence turned Jack on. Jack placed a hoof onto her cheek and closed his eyes. Jack was prepared for anything. You sly dog Jack. Jack complimented himself You lucky duck. Best day ever? Best day in this very world.

Charcoal felt Jacks hoof on her cheek and him really enjoying this. She also felt something down by her legs, but she decided to keep her face up rather than end this. She also remembered to breath, that said she brought Jack into an even deeper kiss.

[Jack Spades 162]

Charcoal felt Jacks hoof on her cheek and him really enjoying this. She also felt something down by her legs, but she decided to keep her face up rather than end this. She also remembered to breath, that said she brought Jack into an even deeper kiss.

Jack's heart was beating, his hooves were clammy. This form of affection was intense. He's never felt anything like it. Jack didn't know what to do. He never was in a situation like this. Except this wasn't a situation. It was more of a heavenly blessing from an angel.

[Charcoal Embers 169]

Jack's heart was beating, his hooves were clammy. This form of affection was intense. He's never felt anything like it. Jack didn't know what to do. He never was in a situation like this. Except this wasn't a situation. It was more of a heavenly blessing from an angel.

Charcoal heart rate was beginning to spike at this moment. She couldn't help herself any longer, she had to have Jack. "Ready or not, here I come." Charcoal said as she began a morning of sensual acts for many hours to come. And if Jack wasn't ready, well he couldn't do much about it at this point.

[Jack Spades 162]

Charcoal heart rate was beginning to spike at this moment. She couldn't help herself any longer, she had to have Jack. "Ready or not, here I come." Charcoal said as she began a morning of sensual acts for many hours to come. And if Jack wasn't ready, well he couldn't do much about it at this point.

It was the afternoon. What happened was beyond Jack's comprehension. It felt good physically, but it didn't feel good emotionally. He felt as if he was missing a giant piece of the puzzle. He just didn't know what to say or do. He looked beside him to see a beautiful mare "Hey Charcoal."

[Charcoal Embers 169]

It was the afternoon. What happened was beyond Jack's comprehension. It felt good physically, but it didn't feel good emotionally. He felt as if he was missing a giant piece of the puzzle. He just didn't know what to say or do. He looked beside him to see a beautiful mare "Hey Charcoal."

Charcoal slowly awoke to the sound of Jacks voice. Apparently she had fallen asleep at some point, though that morning had been very draining for her. She rubbed the sleep out of ber eyes and looked at Jack. "Hey Jack. You know, I have to thank you for making my first time so special." Charcoal said with a smile as she gave Jack a smelly, sweaty hug.

[Jack Spades 162]

Charcoal slowly awoke to the sound of Jacks voice. Apparently she had fallen asleep at some point, though that morning had been very draining for her. She rubbed the sleep out of ber eyes and looked at Jack. "Hey Jack. You know, I have to thank you for making my first time so special." Charcoal said with a smile as she gave Jack a smelly, sweaty hug.

"Your first time? You were great. I guess being in heat has its perks." Jack returned the hug. Their sweat made the hug pretty slippery. "Oh my. I guess we should have a shower. We are pretty sweaty." Jack said pointing out the obvious. Jack looked into Charcoal's eyes. He never noticed how beautifully red. He couldn't help but kiss Charcoal on her forehead.