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I have no idea what I'm doing, and I don't care...

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Dancing...

I can't dance to save my life. When did I come to this revelation? I've know it forever....   Dance Clubs.....Ha....sure love going to those. Especially when I can only do old fashion dances. I can waltz, and swing, and slow dance wonderfully in my opinion.   Yet when I enter a techno-pop kind of club that's when I start to hate people....more than usual.   Every dance I know is either sophisticated or really, really old. That doesn't fit in well...especially in 2012 in a dance club.

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Damn Work

Such a strange day today. First off I could only be on the forums for a couple minutes because I've been at work for fourteen hours. Nonstop customers were popping in left and right!   Why did everyone in the city suddenly want to buy things from my little store? I mean, there was a heck load of people. Almost two hundred more than usual.   I'm the only guy in my shop, it's a small place and it was ridiculous.   Secondly there were some really strange people who came in. I can't even be

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Dimitri Hammer

Am I Crazy...well..crazier than usual?

This will probably seem crazy but I swear to Lenin, Marx and God about what I saw last night outside my house, I need help identifying whether I'm just going insane or not..It seems like I'm going insane, but I am certain that I am not.   Okay so last night I was sitting at my computer desk drinking some vodka (One every other day, I'm cutting back.....don't judge me) when I heard a noise coming from outside. I glanced outside the window and saw the silhouette of a large creature. At first I

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My dearest friends...

Now you're all my dear comrades, but my bestest comrades have to be Kestrel, Motion Spark, Lightning Fluttershy, Winged Ratchet and HistoricallyInnacurate. Now don't worry I love you all, but these guys stand out of the crowd. They make me feel better about myself as a person and I'd just like to thank them for their support through laughter and serious conversations. Whenever i'm feeling down these guys always make me feel better. It's a awesome thing to have such great friends in here. Even if

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Cigars and Pipes

I smoke but not very often. When I do smoke I smoke from a pipe, I own cigars but I have them just so I can hold them in my hand and parade around my house going "Yeah, See...." and for other celebrations. I know that it's cancer causing but I find it soothes me when I'm getting all emotional. Just like Vodka, it helps me deal with previous pain from my past. Ignoring what I just stated now....I smoke outside away from my brother of course. In the woods or in my shed. I'd never smoke right near

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Dimitri Hammer

Alcohol and emotions

Many seem to think that drinking excessively is what makes me a alcoholic drunk. I haven't gotten drunk for at least two months now. I've cut back on drinking almost all together to about a shot in the afternoon everyother day. Sadly though tonight I've just had four shots of 190-proof Vodka. I know that it's destroying my liver slowly and it is a addiction. Yet I can't seem to control myself when I have recurring bad thoughts. Strangly lately I have had several bad dreams and memories come back

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Dimitri Hammer

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