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Am I a horrible person?

Am I a horrible person? I got dissed by so called friends, and then my life got f***ed up. Friendship is not magic at this time for me...   Is there enough time to make amends, or is it all over. I think its the latter, and unfortunately, since some of them may have gone here at some point...   oh god do the people on this forum hate me too? My life is messed up

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Posting obsession and more...

I always feel embarrassed when a person who hasn't been on very long bypasses me in post rank. But I also like posting a lot too...   So, I present... the 50 post challenge. :/   Its pretty straightforward. Try your best to make 50 or more posts in 24 hours. O.o

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The Drama Returns/ Unoriginal OC here

The drama queen from my life returns. :/ life is gonna be so annoying.   None of my OCs are original. I've seen plenty of OCs with the same name, color scheme, cutie mark, special talent, personality etc... as Rosemary, OCs personality and name wise like Birdsong, OCs with the same talent as Light Star, and since it happened to one of my friends, I'm afraid somepony will call my ponysona Starry night a Lightning Bliss Recolor. Even though it only looks similar because of my artstyle. I am so u

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Okay, I suck

Okay, now I definitely suck. Popularity and reputation are still getting to my head.   I've been told to try to be a fan in my own way. But now... ugh I'm just so jealous. I definitely suck. Even my very crappy fan art isn't enough to show my devotion as a Twilight fan. In fact, the only thing I did was piss people off.   "I'm not the queen. Maybe I was gonna be, but now..." *sighs* stupid mind of mines. Popularity shouldn't be important, but it is for me.

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Am I a bad person?

Recently, I've been acting sorta 'weird.' I am nearly everywhere, looking at most threads, posting lots of stuff. I've just been wanting to stay ahead of several newbies in post count and popularity, well, because I joined before them. And because of that I think I may or may not have pissed people off. I suck.   I am a Twilight Sparkle and TLK fan, but I feel that theres so many fans already, and I'd never 'make it to the top.' I keep thinking about these things. Wonder if Twilight Sparkle th

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Confusion

Why... do people keep changing their freaking display name??? Its confusing and annoying. I mean, when they COMPLETELY CHANGE THEIR NAME. Seriously though. What the buck   [no offense anypony, but really.]

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Did I get myself banned or what?

Okay, I think I'm partially banned or whatever. Made a post- awaiting mod approval even though I don't have any warning points, or I think. Am I banned or under the mod queue?   Now I want to delete my VERY STUPID post. Meh :/   I remember that before that I clicked on a random button next to the post. ?   I don't think its really necessary to waste the time of the moderators on two ridiculously stupid posts.

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Twii Arts and stuff?

Twii is now best pony, but along with best pony comes a ton of fan art. :/   Who's best Twii fan? Not me, but I wish. Time to pick a new pony to be a fan of, or stop with this ridiculous popularity biz.      

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So called 'OC'

So called an original character. Yes, probably another rant blog post about originality, but seriously! OC is original character, right! Not so original. Yep, my OC Rosemary is 'totally' original. Its way overdone. I found a heck load of other OCs with same or similar personality, similar backstory, similar or same talent, and even OCs with the SAME EXACT cutie mark! Seriously though, my 'OC' is not original at all.   I feel like the talent is WAYYY overdone, so I'm bound to find similar OCs.

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Son of a bitch

Drama queen is gone for now, but she's coming back. But now there's more drama DX   This random son of a bitch keeps annoying me and nagging me and treating me like a little kid. Plus, he likes to yell and make peoples lives miserable. I'm so f***ing pissed these days.   This entry is so freaking short because typing it from my phone.... O.o

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I'm an invisible forumer

I feel like I'm invisible on here. Not that I want to be popular, but its like I'm invisible... literally. :/   My blog entries really need to be longer, but I don't feel like typing a lot for no one to see... because thats probably what will happen.

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'If you need any help or just want to chat, feel free to PM me'

*rolls eyes* Seriously, thats what everypony posts in the Welcoming Plaza. How original.   'Your art is awesome!' really? Really? How original. Put some thought, just a little thought in your comments, please.   'Your art looks just like somepony elses!' Oh, right. How original.   This is more like a rant than a blog post, but I'm feeling so unoriginal.

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Life can get boring

Yesterday, I tried to pull off an all nighter, and stayed up until 7:30 am. Unfortunately due to lack of sleep I dozed off even though I had to leave soon. Wow I'm so stupid... O.o And deciding to do another one today. Not really a good idea... but recently I've been feeling bored and slightly depressed a lot.   School's let out, theres the entire summer break, and here I am, not sure about what to do with my life. Some people (like miss drama queen) piss me, some people annoy me, some things

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Ruined Art and Day

Well, I had a REALLY bad day, as usual. I start off with feeling extremely depressed, and then I try to go on forums to cheer myself up, which usually doesn't work... O.o my 'depression' is that bad. Then stupid annoying drama queen has to show up and stuff her nose into my personal beeswax. I can deal with stuff on my own, people!   I was away for most of the day, which was nice. Then drama queen ruins my entire evening by, you probably guessed it, not minding her own beeswax. For the last ti

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I am so... PEEVED!

I am so... PEEVED!!! Stupid annoying drama queen just HAS to spoil my day. Look people, I'm getting less active because that b**** keeps popping into my personal space and sticking her nose in ALL of my beeswax! Seriously, has she ever heard of leave me alone?   To deal with my frustration (sorta), at midnight or so I draw a headshot of my OC Rosemary with a disgusted or angry expression on her face, to symbolize my own disgust at this annoying situation. These days, I feel like I need to tal

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I seriously need a better camera

I'm trying to improve on my artwork, but I usually do traditional art. I usually use a regular pencil, and crappy pencils and pens. Combine that with the crappy cameras my phone and iPad has and you get a picture that looks absoluterly terrible on a computer. I also need a better program than MS Paint for digital art. Most of my art supplies and programs suck, and combining that with an even crappier camera doesn't make things any better. O.o

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Drama Queens and Bad Luck

I have had a stroke of bad luck today. Well, more than a single stroke. First of all, school was going fine until third period, and SOMEONE stole my pencil. I only had one pencil that wasn't a drawing pencil, and I'm very particular about which pencils I use. That someone who stole my pencil steals at least one pencil from someone in my group every day. I'm sorta surprised he hadn't gotten creamed by one of the teachers yet. Teachers these days... *sigh* So anyways, third period was math, and we

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