Well I am happy in my life. Last time I was this happy was eight years ago. I am married, I am doing good, I have a home, I have money for food and entertainment, I am living a life most people do not live. I am happy, I am.

But, I also have this short temper. I so easily angered, and I get so angry. People anger me so much. Never my brother or my spouse though. I never angry at them, but other people are making me pissed off. To the point at which I am either becoming depressed, or wrathful. I want to hurt people so badly. This temper is such a crutch. It lingers in my head, and my reasonable thinking is becoming lost. I used to go to a therapist, and it helped, but I figured my problems out on my own. This though, I having a hard time getting over.

I keep thinking "Maybe if I move out of America I feel better..." But I not know. Try to sell my home, and move to Iceland would be nice. America is really becoming a burden on me. Most American people I have met just seem to be ignorant and selfish. I not know though. All I know is that in the next ten years I will be leaving this country.