Alright so let's play a game, I am bored and sick of crap. This game is called what's up? As the game progresses more will probably be up!

1st drink- well that passed and happened I am now on 3 :S

3rd drink... I am so sick and tired of money. Money makes the world go a round and it sucks... you know why because I have none. I have a place to stay, addictions to feed, now 5 cats to feed thanks to my wonderful ex. Yup by by money... at least I am quitting smoking and not doing a half bad job.

4th drink- oh yeah I forgot to mention that my drinks are at least 2-3 shots of vodka, and just enough to coke to change the drank colors. Not the drug, the pop. I can't do the drugs no more. I work..

On another note my temp work has restricted my hours because me and my roommate could be in a relationship because we live together.. we are both sales associates and nothing more... the bs is real. So now we are making less because of what could be... god this sucks. So now we either have to fake break up or decide if we wanna do what the company expects us to do (fuuuuuu) no pun intended lol. Anyways so that means way less money and we don't make a whole lot as it is. So now I have to find a camp job and figure out when I can start working on a rig because it makes sense to live together so costs are lowered, but sense makes not when hours get reduced because we live together... so now to breed or not to breed... welp I just got out of a 2 and a half year relationship. I wonder if this said person will check my blog??? I kind of hope he does... See we were together and yes, IRL and he made an account so that he could see if I was talking about him or posting nudes on a pony site or something... I don't know, but he didn't trust me.

Yes said 21 year old man who works at walmart did not trust me his love and someone willing to give everything to him... because apparently he was a keeper. anywhore now I need another drink

Drink 7- so i downed a couple to keep up with my mental sanity.... this dinker that I had been with and given everything to be with. I loved the guy, only ever loved one other who wasn't my daddy... I mean we were engaged for crying out loud. at least he proposed, gave me a ring and we would let everyone know when we were more financially stable and ready sort of thing... Now I went to school, finished school and was there for a total of 3 months, 2 weeks prior to me finishing, he called to let me know a week ago he cheated and dumped me... yup that was nice. To top it all off he dumped me for someone who worked with him.... I am not stupid I had known things were going on prior to me going to school.... but with someone at walmart! Like come on dude.... Once I get a job in my trade I am making 6 figures, like really? Smart move. So now I am hurt, and while I am down I decided hey friend, let's cut costs and live together.

Me and said friend live together, company we work for finds out and slaps us because we could be dating so now hours are cut and I am not in my trade! I am not a whore.... any more..... so why are people fucking me over??? Like come on if ya wanna take a ride you gotta pay! This is stupid, nothing comes for free so why does my love apparently cost nothing... I mean me and friend aren't together! Why are we then? Nothing makes sense and it is all dumb.

I have come to the conclusion that life hates me because in my past life I was a very bad person..

Alright, so I am done bitchin and if you enjoyed my random rambles lemme know, if not and somehow you made it to the end and you are now seeing this well good on ya. If you want some free art I wanna drunk draw someone's OC I have 4 slots available so first come first serve.