If there's anything my relationship with my ex taught me it's this...don't trust anyone!! Someone who I told everything to, who I gave my heart and love to, who seemed so kind and loving and I thought would never hurt me ended up stabbing me in the back. That pretty much shows I can't trust anyone like that again, never get close to anyone again so I won't be as hurt if they leave My mom had to learn that, and she went through many rough experiences because she thought maybe things could be better the next time, but they never were.

From now on no one will know about my past, no one will be able to know what I'm completely going through at home, they'll just see how I present myself to them -_- I gave that knowledge about me to someone and they hurt me, so I'm not letting that happen again

My decision is final...if I ever get into a relationship again it will only be because he actually proved he won't hurt me. I won't trust anyone so easily again just because we went through the same experiences. I'd rather remain single forever than go through more pain. If my future man wants me, he has to earn me and prove how much he wants to heal me. I won't be someone else's trash again -_-