I recently argued with my dad this morning. I'm summing up this entire situation to save you all time. My parents own a "home health" agency. I DESSSSSSSPISE it! I always loathed going there every day. I make $13.50/hr and am currently having some money issues. During depression or not feeling of any worth, I bought some items to make myself feel better. I still have enough to pay my bills though and am in no trouble yet. My biggest let down was $1128 for a simple car insurance down payment scam. That's another story.

So I am looking for Costco and they seem to pay $13/hr like its no big deal, that's if I can get employed there. I have tons of work experience( clicking buttons like an inane moron for 5 years)So my resume is no issue for Costco or a decent warehouse. I worked at 2 Dunkin Donuts, a different home health agency from 2009-2011( wasn't fired).

I want nothing with my parents now. I'd rather die in the streets than be with them. Rather my stomach eat itself than do what they say anymore. I don't like my parents, I don't want to sink myself to hatred and always dwelling on them. They established themselves as greedy, disgusting, materialistic, evil and barbaric practices. If you think I'm just exaggerating, you haven't lived in my family, it's an absolute tragedy, I have no sane family member. My mom wished my aunt to 'drop dead' over money. I cannot respect people like that. I hate this "parents always deserve respect." NO! If you are scumbags.... You are compared to other scumbags.

I wanted to let close friends know about this( people like my friend Nuke). So the next 2 weeks are going to be stressful. I was originally not going to work today out of spite for my pos dad. But it's smart to bide my time and find a reasonable replacement and my friend's mother rent. Will it happen? Not sure. But I am assuming the default choice of human wisdom( ie people who don't serve my cause, can go get stabbed and eaten by other people because their insecurities enable them to allow this type of world)

I needed a lot to get off. I am quietly angry right now.