My story and experience with hypnosis: The Hypnosparkle story (It's sfw so don't worry :P)
I really thought for a loooooooooooong time if i should make a blog post about this, mainly because some people might find it weird. But then i pretty much said to myself: "I am already considered weird around here, so what the heck?"
So, everybody who in the last half year had atleast a bit of experience with me, knows that i have a fascination with everything that has to do with hypnosis. I sometimes act as a meta hypnotist, i have a hypnotizing Twilight as an Avatar, i have Twilight hypnotizing in the background on profile etc. But why do i have this fascination? I will tell you all about my history of me and hypnosis and i will try to keep it as PG as possible.
My story begins at a very early age, probably at around 3 or 4 years. I was always a big disney fan and spend alot of time watching Disney movies, mostly Peter Pan and Aladdin at that time. One day, my parents came home with a new disney movie, called "the jungle book" (you probably already know where this is going. ) The movie in general is one of my favorite disney movies, pretty much in my Top 10. But what i always found fascinating where the scenes with Kaa the snake.
This was pretty much my first touch with hypnosis and maybe even the most important one for me. Everytime i think of hypnosis in cartoons, i link to this scene. At a young age, i didn't knew why i was so fascinated with it. But as i grew older, i kind of got the undertones of it. I really like the whole thought of slowly drifting away and leaving all your worries behind, as you enter a state of bliss and peace. It's a very nice thought for me.
Over the years then, i would always feel weird, when they would show a hypnosis scene in a Movie or TV Show, especially when i watched the stuff around other people. There is barely anyone that knows about my fascination, since i don't want to be judged by them and at time, i thought i was the only one who felt that way. I really kept this fascination for my own, even till this day in my private life.
Skip ahead to the time, where i was almost finished with high school and my parents finally got a PC that was Internet compatible. Besides from visiting my Star Wars fandom sites and looking for the newest video game reviews on Gamespot (yes, i was there. ) I also used the rare opportunitys to find some hypno stuff on the internet. The PC was in the living room back then, so i only could look it up if my parents weren't at home. Back then, i could barely find anything, except a few free self hypnosis audio files, with mostly bad quality.
In 2008, i found out about a Kaa Roleplay site on the internet (i won't link to it, since it's partially NSFW.) I visited it and it was like a dream come true for me. It's like i wasn't the only one, who had those childhood experiences. I didn't participated in any RPs back then. But i was always following some of the stories these people where writing in the Forums.
As i was too much into my job between 2009 and 2011, i barely had anytime to think about my fascination. I then lost my job in Summer 2011 and at almost the exact same time, i found out about My little pony of course. I watched the whole of Season 1 and was very entertained. Then it happend. The return of Harmony. Oh,,,my...god. Did Faust do that on purpose? I saw Discord discording the mane 6 and most people in the fandom where refering to Kaa and of course, there was the Fan Art.
Now, at this point i was maybe 3 or 4 weeks in the fandom and thought that this will not become a big community, with guys who have interests. So i just forgot about it for now and enjoyed Season 2.
In early 2013, a fimfiction writer by the name of Mightyshockwave, who would later become a very good friend of mine in the fandom, released a story by the title of Snakity. ( http://www.fimfiction.net/story/97075/snakity) I was totally into the story and i was surprised how many people in the fandom liked it. It was also the first time i heard about Lamias, which i fell in love with instantly.
Then in 2014, during my 1 year stay on Deviantart, i was using my name Hypnosparkle for the first time and for the first time in my life, was not shy anymore about my fascination and wanted to share it with the others. Mightyshockwave teached me a bit how to Roleplay and for months, i roleplayed different hypno stories with the mane 6, BGs, OCs and what not and always with other people. That's pretty much how my OC Mesme Rize was born then. I also was the founder of the MLP-Hypnogroup, which now is run by my friend Mightyshockwave. (http://mlp-hypnogroup.deviantart.com/)
I left DA in early in 2015, for personal reasons and because i was starting to get dry from all these RP requests i got.
Now i am here, pretty much going on your nerves with my meta personality.
I wanted to write this to let you know how unique people can be and although some of their interests might be weird, we are still normal human beings on the outside, with the same basic emotions. If you had an interest that you would think, people would find weird, i would just say that it makes you unique, not weird.
Also, i would never try to take over anyones minds in real life. That's just bad.
Thank you for reading and i hope this isn't the end of my career on this Site, because of it.
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