Feeling emotionally crushed.
It seems that when it comes to things like this, I am very good at offering my advice on the subject to others, but I am completely unable to heed my own advice. Ironic, really, isn't it?
As of late I've just been feeling, as the title of this entry says, 'emotionally crushed' and for all sorts of reasons really.
Things with my benefits are not going smoothly. I still have not found myself a job and I've been looking for almost a year now. My friends are very busy with their work just lately, so I don't get to see them very often, yet at the same time with my social anxiety, which just comes and goes as it pleases, a lot of the time I never feel like seeing them even when they're free, so that's annoying.
I'm trying to get back into drawing and people don't seem remotely interested in my art. I mean, I don't have a lot of followers on Twitter or anything like that, plus I never add hash tags so that people can even search and find them, so it is really my own fault. I don't know.
Everything I do lately just seems like a wasted effort, to the point where I almost don't even want to bother getting out of bed in the morning because I just think, hey, what's the point?
So if I ever seem to act really random and say weird stuff, that's just me trying to stay positive. Like I wrote my about me page of my profile while I was in a LALALA STAY POSITIVE~ kind of mood, so there ya go. Trying my best here, y'know?
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