its a new feeling for me looking through the forums its like good feeling but in the same thime its not very good seeing all the people all the posts it doesnt feel so much the same anymore the fear is gone it feels more free and open like i could actually do something

like i had the right to say something and not feel so bad about it later or feel so much pressure its so light and free feeling i dont know if it shoud be like this or am i just not accustomed to this yet