@Dusk Claw- *hugs* Now there there, you are not bothering anyone. You can talk to me.

I really don't like seeing people cry. *puts hand out* 

Come on, don't cry. I know how it feels when you are lonely. I had for a long time.

In reality, you are just trying to communicate and be friendly. Just like I was.  

@Dusk Claw- *hugs* Now there there, you are not bothering anyone. You can talk to me.

 

I really don't like seeing people cry. *puts hand out* 

 

Come on, don't cry. I know how it feels when you are lonely. I had for a long time.

 

In reality, you are just trying to communicate and be friendly. Just like I was.  

*grabs your hand*

No need to apologize.  If people don't like what you post then they will not read it so don't worry about it.  At least you are trying to get help from others and talk about your issues which is more healthy then letting them letting them get to you.  I don't mind giving advice to others so don't feel bad for venting your problems in a personal blog.

You are a good friend Jesse, if you have something to say we will be here to listen that's what friends do

Depression drags you down to the point where you don't have any energy or motivation to get anything done. Any idle time to focus on your depression is only going to make it worse. In time you will find work but that takes time and lots of applying (I'm going through the same process with applying for jobs non stop). In the meantime try to keep yourself busy and exercise, go outside, find hobbies and etc. so that you don't have time to dwell on your depression. Hugs you* depression is something you have to fight or else it will win against you. It's not easy but it is possible with support from friends and family that care for you.