I hate blogging about stuff like this, but I just can not believe how garbage my luck has been with work ever since I quit Macy's and it's driving me nuts. I thought I was doing the right thing after I saw that guy who was mistreated break down on the floor and start punching a pole, I thought I could get something better with all these places that are now hiring, but my luck with getting work has just been so unbelievably bad. Got laid off on my third day at Dick's, got terribly misinformed about my job at another warehouse I really don't want to name that made me resign, and waiting on this next job to contact me back is just AGONIZING. I did enjoy that job at Macy's for what it was, thought I was doing the right thing when I left it on principle alone, and now I've resolved to never quit a job purely on principle again. The system has no principles, like I've already said. I truly do believe now the world is trying to punish me for quitting that job, because NOT ONE TIME IN MY LIFE have I ever tried to stand up for principles and been rewarded. Not ever.  

Complaining about anxiety when the world is heck for everyone, I don't like. I just want to have a job again.