Well, I'm officialy 20 now. In a way I'm happy and in a way I'm scared. On one hand, I'm happy because it feels like all the baggage I collected as a teenager is kinda...gone, like I can finally just leave that part of my life behind now that I'm not a teenager anymore. I feel a motivation to try new things, like work harder on my art and music, because I feel like now I have a real opportunity to redefine myself.

At the same time, as it stands, it's one more year older that I feel like I have too little to show for it now. I mean, I've been on this planet for 20 years, I feel a bit ashamed when I look back at a lot of the opportunities I've missed and the bad decisions I've made.

Either way, from now on, I promise myself that I'm not going to squander this part of my life like I did the last.

Today is a new day for me.