I'm starting to despise night time.

I am amazingly happy during the day, but once the sun sets, I begin to feel empty and sad.

Like, I am longing for something I lost.

I know exactly what I lost, but I know I will never get it back.

I tested to see if anyone would try to contact me today to just talk, like they said they would.

(They, being my friends)

My phone has been silent, save for the email notifications I get when I am brohoofed.

This makes me feel amazingly empty and sad.

And I keep going on to my ex's twitter.

I don't know why.

I know everytime I go, I will only get hurt worse.

Like, I just saw she posted that she loves her new crush more than anything in the world.

My heart hurts, amazingly bad.

I think I will get some rest.

Such an odd feeling...