You know, if there's no point in me existing, why not just tell me so I can get it over with? If I'm only going to be ignored/disrespected, I probably shouldn't even be alive.
I would, but the fact that not even a few people who like&/respect me know me very well just makes it feel like I'm dying so slowly and so painfully it's nearly unbearable.
Plus, I'm practically devoid of ideas and inspiration for anything to do anyway.