CutieMarkChallenged

I've currently got D's in English 1 and Pre-AP Geometry. If I could get some help with that, it'd be much appreciated. In english, I understand all the vocabulary words (and often use them in common conversation,) but I can't do all the writing, which is the majority of our grade. Like, 70-90%. In Pre-Ap Geometry, I can understand all the numbers, that's all fine and dandy, I just can't remember any of the reasons! The postulates, theorems, and phrases all get mixed up in my head, none of them making sense even if I manage to remember what they're called. I can tell what I have to do next, and how to do it, but I can't name why, or which postulate/theorem/whatever-that-third-thing-is-called allows me to do so. Like I said, any help would be much appreciated, if someone could help me out.

Well, dang it ghostfacekiller39! You explained everything so well, there's no point in me even trying to contribute to the conversation.

Their/They're You're/Your Too/To Waist/Waste (It's a really disturbing mix up.) Four (You'd be surprised.) Is not (Never ain't. NEVER ain't.) Not to mention double negatives being used in place of a single negative. It's like math; two negatives multiplied make a positive, not a negative. Because Then/Than Tonight People (It's not peoples! "People" is plural, and "People's" is possessive!) Library (*Hits face on desk* Need I even touch on this subject?) I'd even read someone write "serprised" yesterday. Just..... *sigh*.... just, no. Don't get me started on present/past tenses. I will seriously sit there and correct published textbooks. I like to read fanfiction, (fimfiction.net among them,) and sometimes it is physically painful. Not to mention when people just tack "er" to the end of literally every word. "Ginormouser" is seriously something I've heard some of my classmates say. Although I will point out, what is the purpose of flammable/inflammable? If the opposite of flammable is non-flammable, why do you even have an inflammable if it means the same thing as flammable? The prefix "in" is used to add the meaning not, lacking, or the opposite of, so why doesn't it work the same on "inflammable" as it does on "incomplete?"

*Looks at first two characters* Must try for Emi! This is the best pony I've ever seen! I can totally do that, she's so like me! So, those are the three lines I need to do? (Note to self : buy batteries for voice recorder.)

In a word? Yes. I actually hate being scared in all forms, horror movies especially. I have no idea why someone would miss nightmares. I still freak out remembering a nightmare I had two months ago. God, I hate the ones where you die, and then dream you wake up and die, and then wake up for real. It makes me want to scream! And not in the good way. The I-am-so-angry-right-now-walk-away-slowly-if-you-want-to-live scream.

What a coincidence! I just paused Borderlands 2 to check my email and take brownies out of the oven. I'm at the part where I just blew up the bar's liquor supply, then went inside to convince the owner of the bar that it was someone else, and to hire me to get back at them. Wow, I just realized how wrong that is....

Technically, I am a girl, so therefore the whole 'girly' thing shouldn't be surprising. However, I usually just hang around and read or play video games, so I don't actually do much girly stuff. In fact, my favorite color is blue. Although, every once in a while, I will do some girly stuff. I do it all at once, so one day I'll act tomboyish like every other day, then BAM three solid days of shopping, high-heels, skirts, and nail-polish. Then, the polish chips off and I go back to normal. However, there are some 'girly' things I do that all those make-up wearing cheerleaders at my school probably don't. Watch ponies, for one. Another is stuffed animals. I'm obsessed. They take up more space in my room than I do. There's my bed, a teeny tiny walk way, my closet, and then the rest is stuffed animals. Shelves and shelves of them. But I love them all. My newest goal is to get a MLP plushie before graduating high-school. Well, my other goal is to get a minimum of a B in every class this year, but that's beside the point. I see nothing wrong with that. Except this reminds me of the guy in my musical theater class who puts mascara on his beard.... that's just creepy. His emergency touch-up kit is easily double - if not triple - all my make-up combined!

I saw this picture one day, just absently browsing through deviantart. I saw it and thought "WOW." Looking back, it's not all that, but at that moment I was mystified. It was amazing. I saw the girl in the picture, and I thought, THAT'S who I want to be. The person who I see when I look into the future and imagine what I want to be like. To some people it might just look like a picture of a girl with weird hair, but to me it meant something; symbolized something. And it still does. So, I use it as my avatar as a way of encouragement. Like, maybe if I use it to signify myself, maybe if I get used to seeing myself as that, then maybe, just maybe one day I can look at myself and feel as great and special as she does in my mind. So, that's my super insane and creepy story. But, I kind of don't mind. Because when I'm positive, I can't help but think 'maybe this will work.'

When I was born, my mom was going to call me Melody. Which would have been awesome, because it's such a beautiful name and music is such an important part of my life. However, last minute, my dad convinced her to give me a completely different name so that I'd have the same initials as my brother. ( For years he played tricks on us, giving us identical gifts, saying if we put our initials on them, we'll know who's is who's because they were supposed to represent different names. Jerk.) I honestly feel neutral about my given first name, but can't stand my middle name. I want to change it legally, but it costs a lot of money, and I'm not sure how my mom would feel if I did that. So I'm going to go on a trial tun, trying out the name Melody before deciding whether or not to actually change it.

I started school on Thursday. It would have been fine, if my teachers hadn't assigned so much homework the first two days. I'm about to do some more. I just have a test and a project left to do before tomorrow.