Anagha

@Arcanel Thank you for your very kind words. I do still keep up to date on this site from time to time, but I feel like I don't really fit in here. Everyone seems so dedicated and so talented and I bumbling around not really sure if what I'm doing is what I'm really good at, but I do enjoy it and I do love when others enjoy what I create. =) @Virgil_Harris Thank you so much. Don't worry, I tried to stop drawing once, all it did was make things worse for me. I could never stop and I will continue to improve. I'm drawing right now actually. A little something for tumblr, but still something. I think it was just the large amount of guilt that it took a year to do just this that drove me to the point I was at last night. I am very sorry and quite frankly, embarrassed. Neither of you have to worry, so please don't. I can pick myself back up and collect the pieces once more and move on. I hope you both take care as well!

Where to start..... I'm sorry? I guess that alone won't fix it and I know that. All right.. I really REALLY wanted to draw all of your requests and I was so happy and excited when I got them that I immediately began to draw out the rough sketches, then more came in and I sketched them. I had big plans for them all. I wanted them all to be finished, inked and colored. The more I drew though, the more words of my past came to the surface. "You're just wasting paper" "Why don't you do something more productive?" "Your art sucks" "What is that garbage?" You get the idea. If these came from peers or even my teachers, I don't think it would bother me today as much as it does, but these all came from my parents and is something I've dealt with my entire life. I'm not using that as an excuse either. My only real explanation for you all that most likely gave up on ever seeing even this much from me is that I let these comments get to me again and depression kicked in once more and only got worse if I tried to force myself to finish them, telling myself "they won't like them" "why are you bothering? There are way better artists out there." And if I didn't, I felt like I was a failure, a quitter, which angered and frustrated me to the point where I was too ashamed of myself to even come back here. I avoided this site in short I suppose and I hate myself for it. I don't expect you to forgive me or feel sorry for me. I don't expect you to like these so don't feel obligated to say "but they are so good" or "it's all right" if it's not what you want to say. I just wanted to post what I've got after a year of fighting with myself and hope that you'll forgive me. I don't really deserve it, but it is my hope. I'll be leaving here after this. I don't have a place in this community really. I'm sorry.

XD Glad I could help? Also - Thank you! Truth be told, I have the sketches of all of these done, now to ink, scan and post them all! Should be just a few more days, just to keep you all up to date. =3

I.. was not expecting this many people to respond! =D You all have no idea how happy you've made me!! I was so happy and full of energy that I drew all of your OC's! Well, a rough sketch of them anyway. ^-^; How should I go about giving them to all of you when they are finished? Should I post them here? Can I do that? Should I post them on DA and email you all links?

I'm new here really, not a new fan of the show, but new to forums. Like the title says, I'm not really good at art, but I will draw your ponysona for you for free. You can email me if you want, or post here in the forum, or if you prefer, you can message me on Deviantart. http://www.anagha777.deviantart.com/ I hope I got the tags right and I'm sorry if I messed anything up.