Gloomfury

@@Dapper Charmer, Rag gave a big smile and nod. "Sure... but. My....'lower half' hurts a little. " He said with a light blush. "So I think I shouldn't move too much. Could you... bring me something? I also should get some better rest because I didn't really sleep well the other night." He said before closing his eyes and pulling the covers over him. "After I get some rest how about we have our second date?"

@@Dapper Charmer, Rag gave a loving smile and shook his head. "That the most beautiful thin that anyone has ever said to me." He snuggled closer to him and nuzzled his cheek. "I love you so much, Mist. I really do." He said before closing his eyes and resting his head back on Mist's chest. "I feel so safe when I'm with you."

@@Dapper Charmer, "Me too." Rag said, cuddling up to him and resting his head on Mist's chest. "I'm so happy that my first...and second time was with you." He said with a slight blush. "Can I ask you something? Do you think you would feel the same way about me If I were a mare? For a while I've thought that things would be better for me if I were a mare."

@@Dapper Charmer, Rag was a little surprised at first. But he started to open his mouth so Mist can let his tongue in while lightly doing the same. RAs the kiss went on Rag started to get into it and really find his rhythm. His hooves also started to move around Mist's body, really feeling almost every inch of him.

@@Dapper Charmer, Rag was smiling as well as he snuggled closer to Mist, under his wing. This was the most Rag has ever been happy. Finally he found someone who loves him. And not because he looks like a mare either. Rag stayed close to Mist the whole walk back to Mist's house. When they were inside, Rag placed his things in the other bedroom, as well as Dish cloth. But he made sure she was comfortable and tucked in the bed. He went back out side and glomped Mist, making him stumble in his room and fall on the bed. Rag was now on top of him, nuzzling his chest with a happy smile.

@@Dapper Charmer, Rag kept blushing after Mist said that, But he leaned up and nuzzled his cheek. "Can we go back to your place? I'm a little cold from sleep out here. I found an alley with hay on the floor to sleep on. But I didn't have a blanket." He said, still holding onto him. "And...you can do whatever you want to me as well... if you want to, that is."

@@Dapper Charmer, Rag melted into the kiss. For some reason it felt even better then the first time. Maybe because Mist was kissing him, the real him. Rag's arms wrapped around Mist's neck again as he pushed his body against Mist's. He didn't really know what to do, but his body seemed to move on it's own. After what seemed like forever, Rag broke the kiss so he could catch his breath. He looked up at him again, face still bright red. "Can...can I shear a bed with you tonight?"

@@Dapper Charmer, Rag heart skipped a beat when Mist said he might love him as well. Then his face went bright red when Mist asked if he could kiss him. He pulled away lightly and looked away shyly. His heart started beating quickly. But he gave a nod. "Okay..." He looked up and closed his eyes

@@Dapper Charmer, Rag nuzzled Mist's neck. "I'm happy you came for me." He started to tear up again. "I am so happy." He held him closer, not showing any signs of letting go. "I'm still sorry for lying to you. But before I told you I loved every second I was with you. You make me feel so safe and cared for. ....I think I'm in love with you."

@@Dapper Charmer, Rag's eyes went wide again when Mist hugged him, and from what he said to him. He didn't know what to say. But what Mist said for some reason made him really happy. As the warmth from Mist hug filled his body he un-clenched his hooves and hugged him back. Pulling him even closer.

@@Dapper Charmer, Rag looked up in shock when he heard Mist call to him as he ran up to him. Rag had to resist the strong urge to run up and embrace him. He clinched the ground to make sure he didn't. He needed to accept the fact that Mist will never care fro him like when he did when he still thought he was a mare. His head went down, looking away from mist. "Why did you look for me?" Was the only thing he said to him.

@@Dapper Charmer, Rag woke up when he felt a stray cat pulling on his dress. After shooing it away, he thought it was a good time to find a new spot. He rolled up his mat and placed it back in his bag. He left the alley and started roaming the streets again. Still feeling crestfallen. But he couldn't help but think about Mist. How he put his wing around him while held onto his arm. As well as how he felt when Mist kissed him. And that he might never have a chance like that ever again.

@@Dapper Charmer, Rag was still in the Alley he stumbled into last night. He was curled up in a little ball, hugging his rag doll tightly. His long mane acted as a blanked and covered half his body. His dreams were fills of the dark times of his past, his years of living in a caller, the times he was harassed for wearing dresses. Even a few times he was used for one thing or another, from when he was naive of everything.

@@Dapper Charmer, Rag roamed the dark streets, still feeling miserable. His head was down was sunk downs we walked. He didn't know where he was going, and he didn't care. His heart was denied again, so little mattered to him right now. He soon found himself in an alley, covered in old hay. He then pulled out a role out mat from his bags and placed it on the floor before sitting down. He hugged Dishcloth close and fell asleep.

@, Would you be up for teaming up? I main bot so I can Support and ADC pretty well. I can supp for you, I can get you nice and fat. You just got to trust me and listen to me. Most of the time the ADC's I get matched with ping me constantly like I don't know what I'm doing. I play very aggressively but I know when to slow things down and take my time. But when I know I can take someone I don't take shit. They hassle me or my ADC I get in their face.

@@Dapper Charmer, "Because I'm not a mare..." He said under his breath. He bit his bottom lip. Again he tells someone he's a stallion and again he loses a chance to become close with someone. "You don't have to be nice to me. I know I'm not what you wanted. And I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner. I guess lying is the only way I can get know how love feels. No one wants to be with a stallion who acts like a mare." With that he pushed his way past Mist and ran out the door, leaving a trail of tears behind him.

@@Dapper Charmer, Rag was still trembling, but he was starting to calm down. He hugged Mist back tightly. "I'm sorry..." Was the only thing he said as he hugged him. As the warm feeling of Mist's hug started to feel his body and mind he calmed down a little more. He wanted to be close to Mist, he truly did. But he knows that'll never happen. Now that he knows he's a stallion. When he stopped crying he pulled away. "I'll grab my thing, you wont have to see me ever again." He said before getting up and heading to the other bedroom to grab his saddlebags. He then made his way to the door, not looking back at Mist in fear that he would start crying again.

@@Dapper Charmer, "You were the first to be nice to me in a long time. And every time, every time I tell someone I'm a stallion they start being mean to me. I was afraid you would too. So I didn't say anything. But.. You were being so kind and caring. I...I just wanted it to last as long as I could. I have never been treated like that, ever. I've never been treated with such love. But when you kissed me, I hated myself! I hate that I lied to you, and made you think I was someone else." He squeezed his head and started pulling on his mane, taking out a few hairs out as he did. "I'm sorry! I'm so sorry! Please don't hate me, please don't hurt me!" He pushed himself against the wall. He was trembling in panic and fear. "I'll stop wearing dresses, I'll cut my mane, I'll act like a stallion! Don't hurt Dishcloth! DON'T HURT HER!" In his stat of panic, Rag started having flashbacks of the other times he told others he was a stallion. He pulled his doll, Dishcloth, to his chest and hugged her tightly as he rocked himself back and forth. His eyes were wide and stared at nothing. He must have had many traumatic events that it would set him in such a state of panic.

@@Dapper Charmer, "No, don't apologize. I'm the one who's sorry." He said in between his crying. "I'm so sorry, Mist. I can't keep lying to you." He wiped his face a little before looking up at him again, tears still falling from his eyes. "I'm not a mare, I'm a stallion." His face then collapsed into his hooves as he went into another fit of sobs.

@@Dapper Charmer, Rag's eyes went wide when Mist kissed him. This was the first time he was kissed, ever. But his body seemed to now what he wanted to do. He moved closer and kissed him back, his arms slowly wrapped around Mist's neck as his eyes closed. Half way thought the kiss, tears started to fall from Rags eyes. He pulled away and collapsed on the floor and started to cry.

@@Dapper Charmer, "Okay..."He said while still holding onto him. He didn't want to let go, but he was starting to get tired. He slowly got up and walked down the hall towards the two rooms. He remembered what said about that he could shear a bed with hi, or sleep by himself. As he thought about it his face got a little red. He imagined him and Mist holding each other in their sleep. He also thought of how it must feel. When they made it in between their rooms, Rag looked up at mist.

@@Dapper Charmer, Rag smiled dreamily when Mist placed his wing back around him. He leaned closer and nuzzled him. "I'm glad I met you too." He said before taking a bite of the sundae. Rag hasn't been this close with someone for a long time. Rag eat bit more of the sundae before placing the spoon on the table. He then wrapped his arms around Mist's and rest his head on his shoulder, nuzzling it again. He was going to make this feeling last as long as he can.

@@Dapper Charmer, Rag was a little disheartened from being called a mare again. But he decided not to let it bother him. He went back over to the table. He picked up his chair and moved it closer to Mist so he could sit next to him. He was slightly leaning against him and took a spoon. He just really wanted to be close to Mist right now.

@@Dapper Charmer, Rag's smile got bigger at the mention of ice cream. "I love ice cream! And I don't mined shearing." Rag finished his plate and took it into the kitchen and placed it in the sink. "I'll take care of the dishes. Don't worry about them. It's the least I can do for for you being so nice to me."

@@Dapper Charmer, "I've never met a llama before. But your other friend sounds like a friend of mine. She's a Necromancer. She does a lot of crazy things. Reanimating the dead, summoning demons. But she's very sweet. Though she's gone mad more then three times. She taught me how to do alchemy. So I can make a few medicines. She also has a pet un-dead rat."