JustAnotherBrony

Well, you can at least vent about it. It'll help. There are other solutions, better solutions.

ok heres why

my dad left me

my mom has breast cancer

3 friends of mine in real life died, those were my only friends

i get harassed so much

I cant handle it

You have us though too. Killing yourself is not the answer, there are always people somewhere willing to lend a helping hand. Real life may not be great for you right now, but you're not alone. Think of this forum as a safe haven, if you make some friends you'll always have someone here to pick you up when you're down. I'm deeply sorry for your loss, *hugs* but please, don't do it.