DuskSong

You have got to give this a listen to!

finally getting the full pop-punk aesthetic in my bedroom that i've always wanted. Vinyls on dark shelves, string lights illuminating them and the band posters above and beside my bed, and soon to be a giant wall flag of one of my favorite albums.

finally getting the full pop-punk aesthetic in my bedroom that i've always wanted. Vinyls on dark shelves, string lights illuminating them and the band posters above and beside my bed, and soon to be a giant wall flag of one of my favorite albums.

finally getting the full pop-punk aesthetic in my bedroom that i've always wanted. Vinyls on dark shelves, string lights illuminating them and the band posters above and beside my bed, and soon to be a giant wall flag of one of my favorite albums.

I've hit another roadblock with discovering music. I've generated quite the list of artists I now enjoy, but I'm always trying to expand that list.

that's probably a good thing for my bank account, though...

Went to a hot topic with my sister earlier. It was nice, lot of cool stuff!

No twenty one pilots though. 7.5/10

Shattered Mindscape

It's April

And as the rain falls, the gloom rises

Nothing, does it wash away

And you lay alone

Lost in the torture chamber that is your own head.

You struggle against the chains

Trying to escape the cycle of misery

But you realize...

You locked yourself inside

And you have the key...

Why does the key not work?

Counting the days in captivity

Thoughts of escape leave you

You question if the key is even to the cell.

And you forget that why you're in the Hellish Alcatraz...

Is because you're the only one who thinks you actually deserve it

post-wisdom teeth removal: sore. sore. sorrrreeeee.

i probably won't get the answers i'm looking for, but i've unraveled quite the web, and it tells a story that validates a lot of my past resentment. i wasn't the only one who was victim to it, and it's sad that a friend of mine dealt with it too.

i probably won't get the answers i'm looking for, but i've unraveled quite the web, and it tells a story that validates a lot of my past resentment. i wasn't the only one who was victim to it, and it's sad that a friend of mine dealt with it too.

The guitar riff after the bridge is just UUUGHHH its so good!

I aways wanted to see what a country would look like if it wasnt controlled by thegoverment. But by privatized corporations.

Would it have the interest of the people in mind, or would they exploit their citizens for every dollar they make?

These are questions I want answers to.

I aways wanted to see what a country would look like if it wasnt controlled by thegoverment. But by privatized corporations.

Would it have the interest of the people in mind, or would they exploit their citizens for every dollar they make?

These are questions I want answers to.

I aways wanted to see what a country would look like if it wasnt controlled by thegoverment. But by privatized corporations.

Would it have the interest of the people in mind, or would they exploit their citizens for every dollar they make?

These are questions I want answers to.

Im going to get crusified for this:

So, NN was repealed. For me, i dont see any noticable changes. In fact, i think MLPF is actually loading faster. No 50 million internet disconnections, ive pretty much had a smooth signal for a while now.

Im still alive. Sure it is pouring cats and dogs outside and its thundering but nothing out of the ordinary is really happening.

I'm seeing people unironically posting shit on Twitter like "Net Neutrality regulations ended and we're all still alive. Fucking liberals were just trying to push their agenda!"

I mean... no shit? We're not going to die from it. No one said we would. And maybe, just maybe, change takes time?

Im going to get crusified for this:

So, NN was repealed. For me, i dont see any noticable changes. In fact, i think MLPF is actually loading faster. No 50 million internet disconnections, ive pretty much had a smooth signal for a while now.

Im still alive. Sure it is pouring cats and dogs outside and its thundering but nothing out of the ordinary is really happening.

had to listen to hip-hop all day at work, i swear every song was about stealing someone's girl and heartbreak and my god the beats were repetitive

OOOOOOOOOOOHHHHH I MISS THE MISERY

Admission time:

I went to a hot topic once. Well what i believe was a hot topic.

They had a lot of merch based on popular forms of entertainment. Si scored me some sonic and walking dead figurines. (Which i dont have because they broke) but it was fun

my first day on an SSRI has been hell, hopefully my body gets used to it quickly so all this pain and nausea can go away.

i hate today

i hate today

You guys like poetry? How about poetry with meaning?

because thats what im working on. 

the title is "The Cult Of Thought." Now, its not a literal cult, its mainly a social commentary on how people are figurativly forced to think and say things a certain way otherwise they will lose their jobs. Their homes. And their family.

Much like a cult. You are required to behave a certain way. Ottherwise you will be outcasted. Hence the name.

FOOTNOTE: THIS POEM HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE TV SERIES ROSEANNE, LETS GET THAT OUT OF THE WAY

quick poem:

i want them to stop telling me who to be

wasted all this time, you cannot limit me

try to knock me down but you've set me free

and you think that you can bring me down

but i'll come back swinging to take the crown

went blind being optimistic, don't tell me i'm acting cold

got took down too much trying to go for gold

so i'm done waiting for my moment to come

achieving success, marching to the beat of my own drum

and you can look to yourself when you ask me who i've become

the pressure's getting too much and i'm trying not to succumb to it

with how far i've come, i'd be an idiot just to quit

i never belonged, and that's something i'll always admit

but the show isn't over yet, i'm done playing games like life's some sort of arcade

stay your blade, i dont need anyone anymore, being a stray doesnt make me afraid

as i fade, take one last look- because this is what everyone has fucking made.