I wish i had friends.
Relationship, however, would make my life worse. I dislike the whole idea of dating someone. Well, nobody would like me anyway, so lucky for me there is no awkward moments when i would have to reject somebody. There are no people around here who think like me. Actually i am unsure there is anyone like me. Life is easier if you are just a clone in a mass and sadly i am not one of them. I am not a materialist, i do not drink, sex seems like a waste of time even if the feeling of need is unavoidable (so in a way i am asexual.. sort of), i do not hate things like music, movies, books, games, etc.. Word hate is so over used and people might have anger management issues if they actually become angry when they hear certrain songs. I have issues in that area aswell, but it is triggered by real life problems, not online by pointless things. If a woman tried to seduce me, i would get angry, because i really dislike manipulation. If i didn't look so much like my father (the similarity is quite outstanding), i would assume that they are not my real parents. They are so.. boring and just another part of the mass. Well, i could complain all day, but it will accomplish nothing.