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  1. Finesthour
    Second up on the Anime Blog, the lowstream show, Soul Eater!
     
    As many of you may know, I am a fanboy for this beautiful anime. From the story to the characteristics of our heroes (and villains), this show really does take the cake in entertainment. With 52 episodes released and a new season incoming, this is a must see show!
     
    A little bit of background information.
     
    Soul Eater is set at Death Weapon Meister Academy located in the Death CityThe school is run by Shinigami, also known as Death, as a training facility for humans with the ability to transform into weapons, as well as the wielders of those weapons, called meisters Our main characters are the Meister Maka Albarn and her scythe partner Soulr; ninja Black Star (very similar to Naruto) and his partner Tsubaki Nakatsukasa , who can turn into a variety of different weapons such as akusarigama, shuriken, and ninjato; and Shinigami's son Death the Kid and his pistol partners Liz and Patty Thompson. The goal of the school's meister students is to have their weapons defeat and absorb the souls of 99 evil humans and one witch, which will dramatically increase the power of the given weapon and turn them into "death scythes", weapons capable of being used by Shinigami.
     
    Shortly after the start of Soul Eater, Maka and Soul Eater face off against the witch Medusa, who forces her child Crona, meister of the demon sword Ragnarok, to collect non-evil human souls and transform into a kishin, an evil demon god. Medusa and her cohorts attack DWMA with the intention of reviving Asura, the first kishin who nearly plunged the entire world into madness before being ot sealed beneath DWMA by Shinigami. Despite the combined efforts of Maka, Black Star, and Death the Kid, Medusa's group successfully revives Asura, who leaves to spread chaos around the world after a brief battle with Shinigami. However, Medusa is seemingly killed by the meister and DWMA teacher Franken Stein in the process, while Crona surrenders to the DWMA and goes on to enroll there and befriend Maka.
     
    I will not spoil the entire series, as the nail biting action scenes will keep you on the edge of your seat until the very end.
    Watch it now, you will not regret it!
  2. Finesthour
    So, as I have returned only a week ago, I have come to see something brewing within the community.
    I have seen many members making status updates and posts on threads commenting about "How bad the mod staff is", and "How lazy they are."
     
    Who exactly do you guys think you are doing this to the staff?
    Have you forgotten that the members of the staff aren't robots. They are men and women (If there are still women, I have forgotten), with lives and things to do.
     
    They ARE here to help the community, but now bow to our every whim.
    Sure, they may not respond to support tickets as soon as you want.
     
    But do YOU get things done for others in seconds when you're busy?
    Or do you do things that are important to you first.
     
    The mod staff are people, and you guys are taking advantage of them. They want to help, yet so many of you guys insist on calling them such awful names, and making them seem less than reputable people.
    Honestly, it shames me a little bit.
     
    No matter where you go, mod staff's will never be perfect. But they ARE trying.
     
    So lay off of them, and let them do their JOB.
    If you have problems, submit your tickets, and just be patient.
    It's not that difficult.
  3. Finesthour
    Welcome to the first edition of the Anime Blog!
    Starting off our adventure of known and unknown anime's is the anime "Shuffle"
     
    Based off a Japanese visual novel (An adult one, but it's Japan. It's normal!), Shuffle is a comedic, melodramatic, and romantic styled anime.
    At first glance, it would seem too girly to the normal eye, but underneath, we find one of the most beautiful shows out there.
     
    It stars a boy named Rin Tsuchimi, a normal 17 year old boy. As a young eight year old, he lost his parents in a car accident that also took the life of (his friend) Kaede Fuyou'smother. From that point onward he began living with her. At around the same time he lost his parents, he met Lisianthus (daughter of God) and Nerine (Daughter of the King of Demons) at different times who each were accompanying their fathers on a diplomatic business in the human world. Each girl became lost after wandering through the human world. During that time, Rin befriended each girl after playing with them for a day. As a result of his kindness, Rin finds himself as the potential marriage candidate for both Lisianthus and Nerine, the daughters of the king of the gods and king of the demon worlds, who recently transfer to Rin's school at the onset of the story
     
    The story plays a dramatic turn from this point, as both girls want him.
    I will not spoil the story completely, but it will take so many surprising twists and turns, that you will be biting your nails near the final episodes.
     
    Be warned, there is a number of fanservice episodes that can be easily skipped, as is the norm for anime.
     
    Watch this anime, you will not regret it!
  4. Finesthour
    I'm curious upon your opinion, dear reader.
    I seem to have come upon an urge to blog once more, but I am currently at a loss of what to write about.
     
    I have one major interest as of late, which is Yu-Gi-Oh.
     
    I was wondering if any forum users would like to read a blog centered around Yu-Gi-Oh, or anything else you can think of.
     
    Please, leave a comment on what you would like. Don't be a person who reads and leaves. That makes me a sad Crona.
     
    Message me if you have any other ideas, but don't want to share with others for some odd reason.
     
    Thanks in advance.
     
    ~CronaTheCritic
  5. Finesthour
    So, an idea was thrown at me from a friend of mine.
     
    What would you blog readers think of a blog where I view mainstream and low-stream anime's, and review them for you, and tell you if they are worth watching?
     
    It could be a fun experience, so I would like to see what you would think of it.
     
    Leave a comment below saying yay or neigh!
  6. Finesthour
    After some critical thinking, I have decided to return to the forum.
    I realized how much I truly miss this place.
    This is the first forum I've ever been active on for over a year, and I want to keep my activity up for as long as possible.
    Although I'm not really a brony anymore, I shall be posting once more.
     
    Hugs, guys :3
  7. Finesthour
    So it's been a while guys.
    First off, I want to apologize for that rare chance that someone missed me. I just had to leave for a while, deal with life and all that junk.
     
    I've been through a bunch of stuff, that's really shaping me into the man I need to be to survive this life.
    Let's get done to this.
     
    Yes, I am no longer considering myself a hardcore brony anymore. I -used- (to) enjoy the show and post about ponies, but I have lost pretty much all interest. Being a brony was a good experience, but it's starting to fade within me.
    My time here is not over though. I'm sure I'm here to stay for many years to come, like it or not.
     
    It's weird to sit here and think,
    "Damn, I was in this spot exactly one year, typing on the same computer, on the same site, posting in the same section."
     
    It feels nice to have been a part of a forum for so long.
    And damn, I'm still top poster.
    So at least I shall be remembered for something, even if people talk about me in "legend".
     
    Ah well.
     
    On to other topics:
     
    Well, I have a girlfriend once again. I found a woman version of me, as scary as that sounds. She shares a bunch of my issues and interests, which makes us bounce off of each other in conversaitons. So I enjoy her company.
     
    There was a Mini A-kon in my town, and I dressed up as a brony, for most likely the last time.
     
     
    I think I look pretty nice in it.
    A bunch of woman at the con hit on me while I had it on, and I got plenty of brohooves.
    So it was pretty nice.
    That's all I really have to say.
     
    If there is any "big news" anyone wants to fill me in about the forums, I'd appreciate it.
    Peace.
  8. Finesthour
    Well, along with my absence, I have discovered an old love of mine.
     
    The card game, Yu-gi-oh. I played this non stop when I was a kid (By myself of course), as I had no one to play with.
     
    Well, at my school, the nerdy kids actually managed to bring it back. Now just about everyone in our town is buying Yu-gi-oh cards like crazy, and nerding out.
     
    Well, I found a website where you can duel online, and I was wondering if there were any other Yu-gi-oh fans out there who wanted to set up games on the site?
     
    We could have tournaments and everything, and make it a little event.
     
    Anyone interested?
  9. Finesthour
    Well, given my less than amazing forum revist, I wanted to do something for a section of the forum.
     
    Seeing how Yu-gi-oh is finding its popularity once more, I wanted to setup a group for a popular website, which is an online version of the card game. The url is :
    http://www.duelingnetwork.com/
     
    We already have a small group going, but we're looking for more members to setup in the skype group.
     
    What I am planning on doing for the group:
    Weekend Tournaments
    Prizes of Some sort
    Youtube Channel


    And anything else that we can come up with within the group.


     

    So, if you enjoy playing Yu-Gi-Oh, message me, or reply to this blog with your Skype name, and we can get you started!


     
    Members:
    Finesthour
    Skullbuster
    Zhinzo
  10. Finesthour
    Hey guys, it's been quite a long time, hasn't it?
     
    Sorry that I have been gone for so long. I know some of you honestly don't care, but I feel like just explaining the reason why I have been offline.
     
    It's more of the reason of -
     
    I used to be on the computer too damn much. I have been out with friends, meeting new people, getting my life together.
     
    I figured, "Hey, if I'm going to be a sad sack of shit, why not just make new friends and get out of this rut?"
     
    Well, I slapped myself out of that so called "rut", and am living my life once more.
     
    I hope to start coming back on here more often, but I really cannot say for sure if I will follow through with it.
     
    I just wanted to tell my good friends why I have been gone.
     
    So, anyone mind informing me what has been going on around here as I have been out?
    Besides season 3. Haven't seen it yet, don't plan on it for a while.
  11. Finesthour
    Oh hey, I haven't seen you guys around here! I guess I should introduce myself! My name is Pinkie Pie, and I am the most fun loving pony you will ever meet! I throw parties a lot, and guess what, I am throwing you one right now!!!
     
     
     


    I hope you enjoy your stay in my blog! Oh my gosh, I haven't told you what will be going on in my blog at all, have I? Oh, silly Pinkie! Ok, so here is what I will be doing here for you ponies!

    I'm going to be brightening your day with uplifting posts!
    Post random recipes to for treats!
    Talk about anything going on in Ponyville!
    And much, much more!


    I hope you guys follow this blog and brohoof me! I just love brohoof's, almost as much as I love parties! Have i told you how much I like parties? Oh my gosh, it's so much! Maybe as much as-
     
    /end blog
     
     
     

    Hey, don't leave yet! You need to comment and tell me what you want to see in my blog as well! Seeya later! And sorry about the Fourth wall... it was going to be broken anyway!
  12. Finesthour
    So, the dream I had tonight was quite an odd one.
     
    So, I was looking around my house for my old pony toy that I was given from Christmas last year. I couldn't find it anywhere, so I began to check in my closest. The moment I opened it, roaches began to run around everywhere, and try to attack me. I became confused,
    I began to step on them, then looked into the closest.
     
    I could see my toy at the very back, but it was very dirty.
    So I ran out of the room, and woke up.
     
    I am so very confused right now.
  13. Finesthour
    As a teenager, being in a relationship is one of the worst decisions that you could make.
    With the raging hormones that we posses plus the fact that our decision making skills are off the radar insane, you would think I would try my hardest to stay out of the world of dating.
     
    Yet, I continue to find myself back into it.
     
    As many of you know, I am an extremely extroverted and dependent person. I really need someone to control my emotions. While I have been working on this for years, I find myself flocking to the nearest source of comfort.
     
    The closest source?
    Relationships.
     
    They sound great at first. Who wouldn't want to be loved, and loved in return? To always have someone there for you? To never be apart?
     
    Then, when you dive into it, you realize how much of a hellhole it really can create.
     
    Drama, shattered feelings, and broken hearts. This is the most usual outcome of relationships.
     
    I am here today to tell you:
     
    Think before you get into a relationship.
     
    I've been in 19 different relationships so far. Each one has ended in heartbreak for myself.
    My longest relationship was 3 years. Shortest was 2 days.
     
    What keeps me coming back?
     
    I love the feeling of love.
    But it i slowly breaking me apart, piece by piece.
     
    What brought me to the conclusion of straying away from dating?
     
    The latest dramatic event that occurred just today.
     
    For the past few months, I have been in an on and off relationship with my ex girlfriend, Amanda. I really did love her more than anything, as is what I usually do. I am the kind of person who hands their heart away at will to anyone I think is worthy.
     
    Well, she has had a boyfriend for months as well.
     
    What is keeping me from leaving her?
    Many reasons.
     
    1. She won't let me move on. I tried once. She flipped out, and screamed at me "HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?" (Note, this is AFTER she got a boyfriend.)
    2. I still love her. It's sad but true.
    3. I need the feeling of comfort in my life.
     
    Well, technically she has been cheating on her boyfriend, and it was hurting me so much, that I finally couldn't take it anymore. I told her who she wanted, me, or her boyfriend.
    She chose her boyfriend.
     
    Here is the shocker.
     
    She has said multiple times she only loves me.
    She doesn't love her boyfriend.
     
    She only chooses him because she can hug and kiss him, but can love me at the same time.
    She wants both of us.
     
    My heart, and possibly my head exploded from her answer. I told her off, and pretty much said she was an immature, heartless bitch, who just toyed with me for so long.
     
    Now, I fear she may kill herself, as she is prone to doing so.
     
    Honestly... I'm starting not to care about that anymore. She has threatened it so much, and has hurt me so much, that it barely affects me anymore.
     
    So this, my friend, is why I am staying away from relationships, until I am older.
    Thanks for reading.
  14. Finesthour
    Welcome to my new blog, my dream journal.
    If you are unaware what this is, it is quite simple. I will be writing about the dreams I have every night, be them scary, or extremely fucking weird.
    You can expect great things coming from this journal, as my mind creates the oddest scenarios in the entire world.
    So, let's get started, shall we?
     
    Night 1:
     
    I had multiple dreams last night, so I shall recall what I remember exactly.
     
    1st dream:
    I had flashbacks of a Mw2 map, the hotel level. I was playing by myself against 12 angry 12 year olds, who all had predator missiles I was getting extremely pissed, and I rage quit. Meaning, I woke up.
     
    2nd dream:
    I was sitting in class with a new friend I met, named Kaitlyn. Well, as we were in class, the all seeing eye from the illuminati began to appear on everything. Kaitlyn answered a question from the teacher, and every eye began to glow. Suddenly, her eyes went blank, and the TV in the room came on, saying that an Alien attack was on its way. Everyone began to ran out of the room, and I took Kaitlyn's hand and ran with her. I began screaming at her, but she would not respond. Eventually, a voice came out of her mouth that wasn't hers. It said,
    "We no longer have use of her."
     
    Then, her eyes began to display static, and I began to scream her name. She eventually came back, and I took her into my arms and I carried her away from the school. I told myself that I couldn't love a robot, even though I loved her completely.
    Then, I woke up.
     
    So...
    Thanks for reading my first journal. Sorry for the "dafuq" moments. Be sure to see many mores of these moments.
  15. Finesthour
    To say this simply, reality made me its bitch.
    The reason I wasn't on at all yesterday was because I was at a play.
    But for the entire day, I was in absolute shock with myself.
     
    Here is what happened on Friday.
     
    ***
     
    So, I woke up at 6 in the morning to get ready for school. My chest felt amazingly empty, as I had a panic attack just a few hours earlier. I walked into the shower, and sat in it for a while and thought. I really wanted to cut myself again, just to get rid of the pain. So when I got out of the shower I walked into my room. I just sat around for a while after I got dressed, and let the feelings grow. I was hurting so badly, I almost ran into the bathroom to cut. But something told me not to break my promise to cut again.
     
    So, I just put on my headphones and walked out the door to walk to school. I put on my playlist that I listen to when I feel depressed, and just walked. I was crying like usual, and the pain within my heart just continued to grow. Eventually, as I was walking, I started sending texts to my friends, saying I did not want to live with this pain much longer. Then, as I put my phone down, the song changed to "Alone."
     
    This song is about being completely alone, and that no one cared. I just listened to it, and thought to myself,
    "No one cares.."
     
    Then, I looked straight up, and my eyes widened. (This all happened. I'm so glad no cars stopped to stare at me.)
    I then thought out loud,
    "Wait a fucking minute..."
     
    My mind flashed to everyone on the forum. To my friends. To my extremely close friends. All the support. All the messages. All the saying to keep moving on.
     
    I was never alone. I never became alone. I was always with my friends. They kept me safe from myself.
    I then looked down at the ground again, and began laughing at myself.
     
    I thought,
    "What the hell happened to me? I cut over someone else. SOMEONE ELSE. Where did my life take this sudden turn? Why did I start thinking like this?"
     
    I then slapped myself, and I felt the horrible feelings leave my chest. I began to feel stupid, but amazing at the same time.
     
    At the moment I had this realization, I sent a text to my friends saying that "Reality just bitch slapped me. You guys were always here for me. I was never alone. I was being so stupid."
     
    The moment I sent it, my closest friend Samantha sent a long ass text saying that I need to get better for her.
    I just laughed and sent,
    "Sam. You sent that AFTER I hit my breakthrough!"
     
    She just stared at me when I saw her in school, and laughed her ass off.
     
    To further these good feelings, more stuff happened.
     
    ***
     
    It was after school, and we (actors) were getting ready for our play in a few hours.
    It was 5:30, and we got into a circle in the theater room, and got ready to tell each other how being in the play was for everyone, and to say goodbye to the seniors.
     
    Well, when it got to me, I told everyone that they all could say they saved a humans life. Going into theater everyday gave me a reason to live, gave me the strength to keep going. Every person in the room cried. I realized how many people truly cared about me. How much friendship really means.
     
    My life has a completely new meaning. I truly realized the power of being someones friend. Of being happy. Of being there for people.
     
    I want to thank everyone who supported me throughout all of this pain. Throughout my emotional despair. I can gladly say that portion of my life is now officaly over.
     
    This is a new page of my life. A fresh start.
     
    I am hoping to make it right.
     
    I love you guys. Thank you for keeping me alive.
     
     

    ~From Finesthour, a family member on the forum.



    Keep strong, you guys.


  16. Finesthour
    Life may be for everyone, but is it really worth living?
    It will be full of pain and hardships, and some of us take pain so much more than others.
    If life seems this bad now, it will certainly only get worse.
     
    I slashed my arm for the first time in forever, and I am afraid for what I may do in the future.
    I believed my life would finally pick up for once, but it is dropped right back on his head.
     
    Like usual, I suppose.
     
    I don't know why I expect to be happy any time soon.
     
    2012 has been the most painful year of my life, and I have been through a LOT of stuff.
     
    If Doomsday were to happen (I know it won't), I would gladly accept the death.
     
    I'm so tired of living in constant pain and loneliness. It makes it worse whenever you find someone you think you can trust and depend upon, they don't want it in the slightest.
     
    I'm not like other people. I don't trust others easily anymore. I can't just find someone to trust after the events in my life.
     
    It's not how it works...
     
    I guess I get to be alone again for a long time.
    I just hope the cuts on my arm do not scar.
     
    Or that I don't make more.
     
    Here's hoping.
  17. Finesthour
    So, for this upcoming Fundraiser in our school, we have an event called "Coffee house".
     
    Basically, the theater kids put on a bunch of acts for people while they buy coffee, and other assorted goods.
     
    Well, my friend and I have decided on our act.
    We shall touch on peoples childhoods, and sing this song.
     
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y71p11rEReY&feature=related
     
    I am going to be Mr.Krabs, he is going to be Spongebob.
     
    It is going to be quite glorious, I assure you.
     
    We shall be recording it as well.
     
    Expect it sometime next year.
  18. Finesthour
    It's such a marvel to have such small things occur to someone, and they eventually build up into what I am feeling right now. Let's see, I can explain much more by telling you guys what happened.
     
    Pretty much, after my girlfriend and I broke up (codename: Doppleganger), I was an emotional wreck. In the month of June, I met a girl by the name of Lexa. We both had serious problems, but we felt so much better just by talking to one another. We became very close, and I eventually started to fall for her.
    I informed her of such, and I technically got shut down. Well, this was around the time the forum drama was happening, so I was really a nervous wreck.
     
    Then I met another girl (codenamed: Double Dose), and she made it even worse.
    After we broke up, I became afraid of my own shadow. I began to have nightmares about every night, and couldn't trust anyone the same way again.
     
    But, I started talking to Lexa once more. And she began to make me feel safe all over again. We talked as much as we could, which eventually led to me cherishing every second we shared with one another.
     
    Yesterday afternoon, I finally told her how I felt about her.
    Turns out, she felt the exact same way, and did months ago.
     
    You could not even imagine the grin on my face.
    Well, later that night, after some talking, I asked her myself if we could become a couple.
     
    And much to my great joy, she accepted.
     
    So now, the little things have added up to me not being alone any more.
    Even though I was never alone to begin with, because she was always here for me.
     
    Lexa, I promise to make your life as joyous as possible.
    Just like you have done to mine.
  19. Finesthour
    As the title states, I was sobbed on by a young woman in the hallway today between classing periods.
     
    It shook me up for the rest of the day, even to the point to where I knew I had to help her.
    Here is what happened:
     
    The woman's name is Angel. She was dating one of the men in our theater class, Chad. Over the weekend, Chad and her broke up over some dispute. Well, both sides have different stories. All I knew was that they split up, and Chad already had a new girlfriend.
     
    I felt bad for her, so when I saw her in the hallway today, I felt like she needed a hug. She looked bad, so I walked over to her and hugged her. What started as a simple hug quickly escalated.
     
    She began sobbing on my chest, and held me tighter. I had no idea what to do at this point. I just continued to hug her, and began to say that everything would be ok. She continued to sob, and told me how she felt so empty, and how she swallowed pills the night before. I was so awestruck, that I kept hugging her.
     
    Well, after I went to my class, I couldn't stop thinking about what just happened. After it ended, I found her in the hallway and asked if she needed any help. I got her number, and I promised her that I would help her, no matter what.
     
    So, today has been exciting.
  20. Finesthour
    So, we all know that Mlpforum has its birthday today.
    This may be all fine and dandy for some people, but for me, it means much more than that.
     
    I may of joined on the 11th, but I treat this place as more than a forum.
    It is a home.
     
    Here is a small fact some may not know about me:
     
    Back in November and such, I hit a major depression, which I still suffer from to this day, I contemplated suicide every single day. I didn't know what to do with my life. So, I decided to see if I could get some help from you guys. I didn't know what to expect when I made a thread. Maybe like, one or two replies.
     
    The amount of love I received was unimaginable. I never thought so many people could actually care about my well being, let alone on the internet. It was one of the greatest feelings I have ever felt in my entire life. So I kept coming back to share my issues with the forum.
     
    I may of annoyed some people with my "whining", but in reality, this forum quite literally saved my life. So many members here have made me such a better person due to sharing my emotions, and helping me live my life.
     
    This is such a lovely place. No matter how much it changes, it will always stay the same in my heart. People may leave, but the forum runs on. That is what I have come to expect.
     
    But this place will always stay my home. And you guys will always be my family.
    I love each and every one of you dearly.
     
    Even if we have a few quarrels sometimes, I still care about every one of you. We'll always be a family in my eyes. We're a community, a group. And we always stick together.
     
    So, with that sob story, I raise my glass to you Mlpforums.
     
    Here is to another great year of love and ponies.
    May it be filled with happiness.
     
    _________________________________________________________________________________
     
    *somethingsomething for the mod staff*
     
    Thank you guys, for everything you do. Even if I have some problems with some of you sometimes, you all try your hardest to keep the forum clean, and keep it the way it should be ran. I'm proud of each and every one of you.
     
    Feld0, Scoot, Zoop-
     
    You three rascals are the coolest cats to ever be at the tippy top of the forum hierarchy. I couldn't think of anyone else more qualified than you three.
    I'm happy to raise my glass to you guys. Thank you for all the pointless hour hardwork you put into the site.
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