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Is it worth it?


Finesthour

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Life may be for everyone, but is it really worth living?

It will be full of pain and hardships, and some of us take pain so much more than others.

If life seems this bad now, it will certainly only get worse.

 

I slashed my arm for the first time in forever, and I am afraid for what I may do in the future.

I believed my life would finally pick up for once, but it is dropped right back on his head.

 

Like usual, I suppose.

 

I don't know why I expect to be happy any time soon.

 

2012 has been the most painful year of my life, and I have been through a LOT of stuff.

 

If Doomsday were to happen (I know it won't), I would gladly accept the death.

 

I'm so tired of living in constant pain and loneliness. It makes it worse whenever you find someone you think you can trust and depend upon, they don't want it in the slightest.

 

I'm not like other people. I don't trust others easily anymore. I can't just find someone to trust after the events in my life.

 

It's not how it works...

 

I guess I get to be alone again for a long time.

I just hope the cuts on my arm do not scar.

 

Or that I don't make more.

 

Here's hoping.

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actually I though you would want them to scar. so they can become a reminder of your own stupidity and to make sure you don't do it again.

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actually I though you would want them to scar. so they can become a reminder of your own stupidity and to make sure you don't do it again.

What? You want him to be constantly reminded for the rest of his life that he was stupid? Of course he shouldn't want it to scar up!?

 

@@Finesthour

Anyway Finest life sucks then you die.

But while life is sucking have some fun! Do some crazy shit!

Buy a car and run away from home! Live with gypsies move somewhere sunny! Do what I do and when it rains go skimboaring in the front lawn!

Finest people on this forum adore you! You are an amizng guy, and I know life sucks ass now but think about what it CAN be! You could grow up and deal with all the shit in your life, leave home meet a nice girl have kids and own an amusement park! Or you can hate life and grow up never get married and work at seven eleven til you're 75 years old.

I think that you can have an AMAZING life if you just say Fuck it shit happens.

Because to some people ALOT of shit happens. Once the shit is done happening you leave it more experienced, and strong than you were when you went in. Remember that fines F.I.S.H, oh and I know you may hate this but YOLO, you only live once. Better make the most of it because for the rest of eternity and time itself thousands, and billions and an infinite number of years, you'll be dead. You could go to heaven, hell, or there could be no such thing as either we dont know. So make the most of this life, because trust me spending eternity in a hole in the ground unable to think would succckk. :) <3 You finest, alot of people love you bro, and alot of us dont want to see you leave!

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All struggle is worth it because you come out better then you went in

 

The laws of equivalent exchange

 

 

“A lesson without pain is meaningless. For you cannot gain anything without sacrificing something else in return, but once you have overcome it and made it your own...you will gain an irreplaceable fullmetal heart.”

 

 

YEAH!

 

Well that's what I believe anyway

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finest, i know your feeling really down, but life is ALWAYS worth living, you gotta push through, some times its hard, and some times shit happens, but look, i believe in you, a lot of people on the forums believe in you, and we want nothing more than to see you happy, you cant quit on us now, you gotta fight on and push through to the end, listen dude, from my point of veiw the sooner you are able to move out the better, and look, you need to look ahead and look twords a brighter future, now go on and keep on living

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I know someone personaly who felt the same way as you. Unfortunately, he is no longer with us. We all miss him greatly, and even the school had a service in his memory and honor.

What I mean to say is: Life is hard on everyone, but there are people in this world who care about you and want you to be happy.

 

I took the liberty of sending my contacts to you via skype. If you need to talk to anyone, or just need to vent somewhere, its there.

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